my lifeas itis.
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
... 30/11/2004 [ tuEsdAy] = hApPy dAy ...
hEex.. yuPp.. i hAvE nEvEr fElt tHiS hApPy fOr mOnThS! hEex.. kEkE.. mEt uP witH briaN & mAuReEn tOdAy lArx.. hEex.. briaN iS rEaLLy fArNiE cAn!
hAhAx.. mAuReEn iS aLsO vErY fuN tO bE lArx.. wEe! iM qUitE fOrtuNaTe tO nOe tHeM lArx.. hEex..
hMm.. wE wEnT tO Coffee Club Xpress @ Paragon .. yuPp.. wE hAvE dEciDed wAt wE wiLL bE gEttiNg aNd hMm.. wE wErE sEaTeD fOr qUitE lOnG lArx.. deN mE & briaN dEciDed tO wAlk tO tHe cOuNtEr.. deN wHeN wE wErE tRyiNg tO oRdEr.. tHe bRaNcH mAnAgEr sAiD wE wiLL bE sErVeD... *lolx* sO yuPp.. wE sHeEpiShly wAlkEd bAcK tO oUr sEaTs..
hEex.. briaN & mAuReEn cOnStAnTly "sUaN" eAcH oThEr tHrOuGhOuT oUr mEeTiNg lo.. aNd iT's qUitE fuN tO wAtCh lArx.. hAhAx.. i tHiNk i jUz giGgLe & lAuGh aLL tHe wAy nEhx.. hEex..
oHx oHx! briaN, duNiO iF u wiLL rEaD lArx, buT wHeN i wAs rEpLyiNg SMS.. u sAiD i wAs fArNiE ritE? hAhAx.. kEkE.. gUeSs wHo i wAs SMS-iNg.. iT wAs mAuReEn lArx! hAhAx.. kEKE.. dOeS dAt eXpLaiNs wHy? =X
hMm.. tHe lAsT sTrAw cAmE wHeN briaN gOt iNtErEstEd witH tHe bOtTle oF sAlt lArx! hAhAx.. tHeRe's riCe iN tHe bOttLe oF tHe sAlt buT tHeRe aReN't aNy riCe iN tHe bOtTle oF pEpPeR lArx.. mAuReEn's eXpLaNatiOn [wHiCh iS tHe sAmE aS tHe wAitEr's ] wAs dAt tHe riCe iS tO pReVeNt tOo mUcH sAlt fRoM cOmiNg oUt lArx.. buT briaN cHoOsE nOt tO bEliEvE lOrx.. hE dEciDeD tO aSk tHe wAitEr!
briaN: "hi, i want to ask you a question. it's a dumb question larx! why does the salt container have salt?"
Waiter: "okie, it's really a dumb question. . . . . "
*lolx* i mEaN hOw "pOlitE" cAn tHe wAitEr gEt? hAhAx.. hOw cAn hE sAy tHaT tO a cUsToMeR? hAhAx.. buT iT's rEaLLy hiLaRiOuS lArx! =X
kEkE.. deN iT's tiMe fOr mE tO gO hOmE lArx.. briaN & mAuReEn wiLL bE gOiNg tO Hyatt tO EuNiCe's pRoM.. yuPp.. aNd tHeY aCtUaLLy sEnD mE tO tHe sTaTiOn wOrx.. hMm.. nOt mAnY oF mY fReNz wLd aCtUaLLy dO dAt lArx.. wAt's mOrE iS dAt briaN & mAuReEn aRe mY nEw fReNz! kEkE.. u gEt tHe dRiFt..
yuPp.. gOttA tHaNk briaN & mAuReEn fOr eNtErTaiNiNg mE tHiS eVeNiNg lArx.. yuPp! rEaLLi aPpReCiAtE iT lOrx.. ^^
oHx.. wHeN i gOt hOmE, i sAw Ms Ho's eMaiL.. wiShiNg mE aLL tHe bEsT fOr mY fuTuRe eNdEavOrs aNd sTuFF! gOttA tHaNk hEr tOo! hEex.. yuPp! tHaNkeW!
kEkE.. nOw iT's tiMe fOr tHe sToRy aGaiN! yuPp.. cAtCh iT bEfOrE u sLeEp! =P
pEaCe oUt~
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Story: What I Did For Love
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Part 11
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Ji Won continued holding my hand and never once did he let it go. The walk to his house took us 15 minutes and I was enjoying every minute of it. When we reached his house, Ji Won let out a sigh.
"Mina," he said softly. "Just stay quiet and let me do the talking okay?" I nodded my head and we entered his house. His house was huge! I felt as though I’m a peasant walking through a castle. He even had a few maids and butlers who attended us. Ji Won led me to his room. It was nice and clean but there were a lot of holes all around his walls. I sat down on his bed as he went into the bathroom to take a quick shower. When he was done, he came out and sat next to me, holding my hand. I really am in love.
"Ji Won, how come your walls have a lot of holes?"
He shrugged his shoulders and I massaged it for him. As he relaxed, he answered me. "Oh, it’s cause I fight with my parents a lot so I take it out on the walls." Judging by the holes, I can tell that he was really angry every time he made one."Come on," he said. He lifted me up on his back and gave me a piggyback ride downstairs. He smelled so good now that he's clean and fresh.
His dad was waiting for him in the den. I waited outside while Ji Won came into face his dad. Ji Won came in, uninterested in what his dad had to say. "What is it dad?"
"Ji Won, son…this is getting to be very tiring. Every few weeks you would run away, leaving me and your mother worrying about you."
Ji Won smirked. "Sure you're worried. That's why you're out with those hoes and mom's out with those morons. It's because I'm your only son. You're just scared that when grandpa passes away he won't put our family on the will."
His father got angry. "Well do you want it to end up on your uncle's side?" Ji Won gave his dad a look that showed he didn't care. His dad continued talking. "Since I managed to have a son and my brother have no kids, I have the advantage. Son, listen to me. You know you're my heir. All my wealth will be pass down to you."
Ji Won looked at his dad disgusted. "All you care about is money! You don't care about me!" he yelled as he stormed out of the den. Ji Won slammed the door open and grabbed my hand. "Come on, let's go."
still the same.|
9:00 PM
Monday, November 29, 2004
+ yEsTeRdAy & tOdAy +
wEnT tO tHe aiRpOrT tO sEnD mY siStEr [er jie] & fAtHeR oFF tO sWiTzErLaNd.. tHiS tiMe, i mAy nOt bE sEeiNg tHeM fOr aS lOnG aS ONE YEAR! yuPp.. dAt's rEaLLy a lOnG tiMe.. *hAix* i mAnAgEd tO aPpEaR hApPy aNd sTuFF aT tHe aiRpOrT lOhx.. uNtiL i rEaCh hOmE.. hEex.. i wAs iN mY rOoM [ mY er jie & mE uSeD tO cHaT tHeRe ] deN tHe mOrE i tHiNk aBt tHeiR lEaviNg.. tHe mOrE sAd i gOt.. deN hAhAx.. .. nOpEx.. i gOnNa bE sTrOnG lArx.. bEsT wiShEs fOr mY siStEr's fUtUrE eNdEaVoRs lArx.. kEkE.. sHe wiLL bE gOiNg tO Uni iN tHe sAmE yEaR aS mE.. aNd sO.. wE mAy eNd uP iN tHe SAME CLASS!! hAhAx.. kEkE.. iM tHiNkiNg tOo mUcH.. tO gEt iNtO tHe cOuRsE sHe wAnTs tO.. hEr "A"s rEsUlts nEeDs tO bE aT lEaSt 12 pOiNts.. i duN tHiNk i cAn lArx.. [miNd yOu, fOr "A"s.. tHe hiGhEr u sCoRe, tHe bEtt3r u aRe ] yuPp..
gEez.. it dOeSn't fEeL niCe sEnDiNg sOmEoNe cLoSe oFF.. *hAix* bUt fOr tHe nExT mOnTh.. iT mAy bE hApPeNiNg aGaiN.. deN iT wiLL bE mE gOiNg oFF.. =(
kEkE.. duN wAnA tOk aBt tHat liAox..
oHx.. oN mY wAy bAcK hOmE.. i sEnT oUt SMS(es) iNfOrMiNg aLL mY fRieNds dAt i hAvE cHaNgEd nuMbEr lArx.. hAhAx.. iT's aN aCtiOn i rEgReT lOhx.. hAhAx.. i rEpLy tO aLL tHe SMS(es) tiL mY hAnDs aRe sOrE!! hAhAx.. aNd yEa.. tHaNks tO mY fReNz fOr tHe wEll-wiShEs.. i'll bE lEaViNg iN dEcEmBeR lArx.. hAhAx.. sOmE tHoUgHt iM lEaviNg yEsTeRdAy.. hEex.. mAybE iM nOt cLeAr lOhx.. oHx.. hAvE tO sAy sOrRiE tO Brian & Yi Xiang.. hEex.. i diDn't tAkE uR cAlls.. cOz.. wEll.. i hAvE tOld u gUyS wHy lArx.. yuPp.. sOrRiE sOrRiE..
yuPp.. dAt wiLL bE fOr yEsTeRdAy bAhx..
tOdAy.. i hAd tO gO tO tHe High Commission AGAIN, jUz tO piCk uP sOmE dOcUmEnTs tHeY tOoK bY miStAkE.. *hMpF* aNd i hAvE tO wAiT fOr aBt 15 miNs fOr tHeM tO rEtReivE tHe dOcUmEnTs..
aFtEr dAt.. i wEnT bAcK tO sChOol! wEnT tO hElp oUt aT ELDDS aGaiN.. hEex.. iT's gEttiNg fuN lArx! oHx.. hAd a niCe cHaT witH Ms Chan tOo.. hEex.. yuPp.. sHe gAvE lOtx oF eNcOuRaGemEnT & guiDaNcE lArx.. tHx! i aLsO diScOvErEd dAt Mrs Douglass hAd wEnT bAcK tO Australia! sHe diD nOt cHoOsE tO rEnEw hEr cOntRaCt.. sO.. sHe pRoLLy wiLL nOt bE bAcK tEaChiNg aGaiN lArx.. *hAix* gUeSs i hAvE tO fiNd sOmE tiMe tO lOoK hEr uP nExT yEaR.. yuPp..
iT's wiErD tO sEe sO mAnY tEaChErS lEaviNg lArx.. Ms Diana Ho, Mrs Douglass, etc.. aNd tHeY aRe pRetTy cLoSe tO mE lArx.. NvMx.. i gOnNa sTaY iN cOntAcT witH tHeM! *bLeAhx*
aFtEr lEaviNg tHe sChOoL, i wEnT tO tHe mAll tO bUy sOmE bOoKs lArx.. *GAWD* Dan Brown bOoKs aRe sO hArD tO gEt cAn! deN sOmE sHoPs puRpOsEly rAiSe tHe pRiCe lOhx.. "-- *hMpF* bUt i sTiLL gOt a bOoK lArx.. hEex.. wAnT tO givE mY fReNz mAhx.. ^^
deN i wEnT tO viSit Jin Hui!! hAhAx.. yuPp.. gOoD tO sEe hEr wOrKiNg pRetTy wEll witH hEr cOllEaGuEs lArx.. hEex.. hAvE tO tHx hEr fOr eNtErTaiNiNg mE lOhx.. hAhAx.. gEez.. luCkiLy hEr bOsS iS nOt aRd! =x hAhAx.. i hOpE i diDn't tAkE uP hEr luNcH tiMe lArx.. kEkE.. sHe sAiD hEr jOb iS qUitE tiRiNg wOrx.. hOpE sHe wiLL tAkE cArE lArx.. yuPp.. rEsT wEll aNd sTuFF..
hEaRd dAt YL iS lOoKiNg fOr a jOb wHiCh sHe cAn sTiLL cOntiNuE tO uSe hEr hp wHiLe wOrkiNg .. hAhAx.. dAt wLd bE pRetTy hArD tO fiNd lArx.. uNleSs sHe wAnTs tO wOrK aS a tElEmArKeTeR.. kEkE.. i'll sEe wAt i cAn dO tO hElp hEr fiNd a jOb lo..
wOw.. i gUeSs tHiS iS mY lOnGeSt eNtRy iN mOntHs lArx! hEex.. oHx.. tHeRe's sTiLL tHe stoRy wOrx.. yuPp.. lOoK oUt fOr iT!
pEaCe oUt~
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Story: What I Did For Love
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Part 10
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All three of us came downstairs together. Ji Won had to help me down because my legs were too weak to support me. Ji Won helped me sit on the couch and he faced the strange man before me. Mr. Eun glared at Ji Won.
"Hi dad," said Ji Won.
"Where the hell have you been Ji Won?" shouted Mr. Eun.
My family just watched them yell at each other. Ji Won shrugged his shoulders. "Around." It made Mr. Eun really mad but he never hits Ji Won. He continued yelling. Ji Won didn't really listen and after a while he cut his dad off. "Look dad, shut up about it already and we’ll talk about it at home."
'Dang,' I thought. 'I could never talk to my parents like that.' Mr. Eun shuts up. "Okay son, we'll talk about it at home." Then Ji Won gestured his hand at my entire family. "The Nams were nice enough to let me stay at their house. You owe them dad." Mr. Eun nodded. "Fine. Joon and Young A, you two just got a raise."
My stepmom got so excited. "Thank you Mr. Eun!"
"Come on Ji Won," said Mr. Eun. "Let's go home. And have that talk." Ji Won brushed his dad's hand off his shoulder. "Later dad. I'll be home in an hour."
His father glared at him. Ji Won glared back. "I said one hour." Mr. Eun knew Ji Won was stubborn. So he agreed. "Fine then. One hour."
After Mr. Eun left Ji Won talked to my parents. “Listen here," he said as he sat down next to me. "I can get you hired and fired just like that." And he snapped his fingers.
"We know, we know," said my stepmom sweetly, pouring Ji Won some tea.
Ji Won didn't drink it. "All I want is for you two to not touch Mina anymore. If I see another bruise on her, you know the consequences." Ji Won held my hand the entire time he spoke with my parents. I felt a strange warmth going through me and I knew that right then and there that I was falling in love with Eun Ji Won.
My dad remained quiet while my stepmother talked. "Of course Ji Won."
Ji Won rolled his eyes. "Okay, and I'll make sure you keep your promise." Then Ji Won turned to face me. "Come on, let's go."
"What?" I asked confused.
"Go to my house with me."
"Go go!" said my stepmom pushing me towards Ji Won. "Have fun kids and stay out as long as you like." I knew my stepmom was really ticked off but she was playing it off pretty well.
still the same.|
3:50 PM
Thursday, November 25, 2004
* sOrRy *
yOz.. hAvEn bEeN uPdAtiNg.. sOrRy!
i hAvE bEeN gOiNg tO tHe cLiNiCs & hOsPiTaL rEcEnTly tO hAvE hEaLtH cHeCks aNd sTuFF.. oHx.. nOt tO mEntiOn dAt i hAvE tO rUsH tO tHe High Commission.. *hAix*
kEkE.. iM hErE tO uPdAtE oN tHe sToRy.. oR eLse cEliNE's gOnNA kiLL mE!
hEeZ..
pEaCe oUt~
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Story: What I Did For Love
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Part 9
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I looked up at my stepmother in pain. "I'm sorry mom. I didn't know we're supposed to have guests today."
She glared at me with cold hatred in her eyes. "Mr. Eun, of the Eun Hotel Empire all over Hawaii, is coming to visit us. Your father might get a promotion if we make a good impression! You're supposed to be awake half an hour ago to prepare all of us tea! Now Mr. Eun is down there expecting tea! What am I supposed to do now huh?"
My stepmom began to breathe rapidly as her anger increased. I saw her raise that stick of hers again. I curled myself up hoping the pain would lessen but I know it wouldn't so I prepared myself for the strike...
Ji Won caught the stick just before it would hit Mina. Mina's mother stared at Ji Won in surprise. Mina opened her eyes and stared at Ji Won in shock. He looked down at her. "Mina, are you okay?"
"Ji Won!" I screamed. "What are you doing here?"
Ji Won looked back at me. "I came to save you from this evil bitch."
My stepmom twisted her face in hate. "I knew you were trouble all this time Mina. How dare you bring this boy home? Wait until I tell your father about this!" Ji Won grabbed my stepmom's arm to stop her. "You do that and I'll have you fired!" I stared at Ji Won dumbfounded. 'What is he talking about?'
"What are you talking about you juvenile delinquent?!" snapped my stepmom.
"I mean," said Ji Won glaring at her. "That you're having tea with my father right now and I'll get you and your husband fired if you hit Mina one more time." I look at Ji Won surprised. 'Ji Won is the heir of the Eun Hotel Empire? His family is the richest in all of Hawaii!'
My stepmom looked at Ji Won doubtfully.
"If you’re his son, then how come you’re so filthy?" Ji Won gave her a smirk. "I know you want proof. How about all of us go down there to talk to my dad?" My stepmom looked at him and thought, 'This is the only way for real evidence. He might get us a promotion.' Then she said, "Come on then, boy. Let's go."
still the same.|
10:06 PM
Monday, November 22, 2004
* bAcK tO sChOoL *
hEeZ.. i wEnT bAcK tO sChOoL tO hElp oUt ELDDS.. tHeY aRe gOiNg tO SYF nExT yEaR.. aNd i dOiNg aLL i cAn tO gEt tHeM rEaDy! uNdEr mY lEaDeRsHiP.. tHeY hAvE a gOoD cHaNcE oF a siLvEr! hAhAx.. *bLeAhx*
kEkE.. iM nO lOnGeR tHe pReSiDeNt liAox lArx.. hEeZ.. sO sHld nOt mEddLe tOo mUcH iN tHeiR aFFaiRs lOhx... ^^
aNyWaY.. wEnT bAcK tO sEe tHeiR rEhEaRsAl aNd hEy!.. tHe pRoDuCtiOn iS a rEaLLy fArNiE oNe! hEeZ..
oHx.. dAdDy tOoK uS tO a tHai rEsTaUrAnT fOr diNnEr.. iT's oPeNeD bY mY pArEnTs' fReNz lArx.. tHe rEsTaUrAnT qUitE sTyLe lOhx.. iT's a "oPeN-cOnCePt" lArx.. aS iN wE diNe iN "hUtS" dE lOhx.. hAhAx.. qUitE uNiQuE ritE? oHx.. tHe fOoD iS wOnDeRfuL tOo.. hAhAx.. dAt iS iF u liKe tOm yAm aNd sTuFF lArx.. cOz iT's cOoKeD bY a tHai cHeF tO eNsUrE tHe fOoD sErVeD iS aUtHeNtiC...
hMm.. iM gOnA sTaRt wOrK tMr liAox.. wOnDeR hOw iT wiLL bE liKe.. i'll bE gOiNg witH jiA liN[bEsT pArtNeR wOrz] cOz liz iS nOt fReE mAhx.. kEkE.. hOpE eVeRytHiNg wiLL gO wEll!
pEaCe oUt~
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Story: What I Did For Love
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Part 8
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November 1, 1993
Ji Won opened his eyes and found himself laying partially on Mina's body. He blushed and slowly moved away from her. Then he just laid near her watching her sleep. Suddenly it caught his eyes. The sleeves and pant legs of her pajamas were lifted up and he got a good look at her arms and legs. Dark purple bruises cover her entire body. There were several scars on her legs and arms too. Red lines run across her legs and it made Ji Won wince because it looked so painful.
He didn't want to disturb Mina but he was really curious. She turned over and Ji Won lifted the back of her shirt. It was even worse than her legs. Ji Won opened his mouth lightly in shock and touched her bare back delicately, fearing that he might hurt her. Mina began to stir.
I rubbed my eyes and sat up. I saw Ji Won looking at me with this sad expression on his face. "What's wrong oppa?" I asked. "Who did this to you?" Then he lifted the sleeve of my shirt. I opened my mouth in shock. I tried to hide it but I couldn't believe he saw my bruises.
As I tried to answer him, I heard my stepmom's footsteps heading towards my room. "Oppa!" I yelled, turning back to Ji Won, who was rubbing my bruises. "You have to get out of here! My mom is coming!" Ji Won looked at me surprised but I opened my window for him to climb out. "Climb down this tree. Goodbye Ji Wonee," I said to him with tears in my eyes.
Ji Won remained silent the whole time as he left her room. But he didn't leave though. He sat on the branch of her tree and looked through her window. He couldn't hear what Mina and her mom were talking about but he saw it. He saw Mina's mom bring out a small wooden stick and whack Mina with it several times. Ji Won couldn't take it anymore. He busted back into Mina's room.
still the same.|
9:57 PM
Saturday, November 20, 2004
* jOb iNt3rViEw *
yuPp.. i wEnT fOr a jOb iNtErviEw tOdAy witH liyAnA.. aNd.. wE aRe bOtH eMpLoYeD! WEE! hAhAx.. wE gOnNa tRy oUt oN tUeSdAy.. iF wE liKe jOb deN wE wiLL cOntiNuE oR eLsE.. hMm.. =X
hAvEn bEeN uPdAtiNg.. sOrRy pEePs.. eSpC. tO cEliNe.. who hAvE bEeN cHaSiNg aFtEr mE fOr tHe sToRy.. hEeZ.. sO yuPp.. iM gOnNa kEeP mY eNtRy sHoRt aGaiN.. hEeZ..
i pRoMiSeD.. i wiLL uPdAtE mOrE aBt mY liFe nExT tiMe..
pEaCe oUt~
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Story: What I Did For Love
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Part 7
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Silently, I led Ji Won into my room. My room was small and luckily, it was far away from my parents so they can't hear much. I let Ji Won have the bed while I take the floor. 'Damn,' I thought. 'Why does the floor have to be so cold and hard?'
Ji Won stared down at Mina who was trying to sleep on the cold stone floor. He picked her up easily and lifted her onto the bed.
"Oppa? What are you doing?" I whispered as my eyes grew wide.
"Do you trust me?" he asked.
I nodded my head slowly.
"Good," he said. "This bed is small but it'll fit both of us."
My eyes grew wider at what Ji Won had just said. But I had just told him that I trust him. I couldn't take my words back so I had no choice but to sleep with him. We both got in my bed and slept side-by-side. I was so nervous, I couldn't sleep. Ji Won, on the other hand, had no problem. He fell asleep instantly.
I turned my head over to look at him. His face was so innocent like an angel when he was sleeping. Who would have thought he was such a devil when he's awake and moving?
An hour had passed and it was 3' in the morning. I still couldn't sleep. Suddenly something weird happen. Ji Won turned his entire body around and did a 360, kicking me. "Ow!" I cried out but covered my mouth so my parents wouldn't hear me. When he was done, he had this happy look on his face.
At first I thought he was just playing with me but he really did do a 360 in his sleep. Suddenly he reached over and held me tight. My entire body went tense and rigid. I could feel Ji Won’s light breathing on my neck. I don't know why but now that Ji Won was this close (practically laying on top of me) made me feel better. It's probably cause I've never been this close to a person in a long time. Soon I began to fall asleep too...
still the same.|
11:32 PM
Thursday, November 18, 2004
+ ONE LAST DAY! +
yuPp.. oNe lAsT pApEr tMr! aNd it's cHeMiStRy!! yAy! oNe oF mY fAvOritE sUbjEcTs.. hOpE i cAn dO wEll.. *cRoSs-fiNgErs*
hMmx.. gOnNa eNd hErE tOdAy.. cOz i rEaLLy wAnT tO dO wEll fOr cHeM.. sO i wiLL bE bAcK tO muGgiNg! hEeZ...
sO yuPp.. tHoSe wHo hAvE tHeiR lAsT pApErS tMr.. jiA yOu!! WEE! iT's rEaLLy tHe FINAL cOuNtdwN le.. ^^
pEaCe oUt~
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Story: What I Did For Love
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Part 6
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I let the boy wait outside as I got some of the leftover mee-yuk-gook for him. He finished it in less than a minute. Then he leaned back and sighed. Out of nowhere, he let out a burp. I had to giggle. He looked at me and smiled. "Sorry about that."
"It's okay."
I hesitated before I asked him the next question. "Umm...so what's your name?" He glanced at me and then stared at the ground. I could tell he was debating to tell me his real name or not. I didn't want him to feel obligated to telling me his name.
"It's okay. You don't have to tell me if you don't want to."
Ji Won looked at her surprised. "No! It isn't that!" he yelled. She stared back at him surprised too. Then he lowered his voice. "I'm sorry. Please don't misunderstand." She nodded her head slowly and Ji Won can tell that she was confused. Ji Won felt that he could trust her and he wanted her to be his friend.
"My name is Eun Ji Won and you are?"
"Nam Mi-Na, but call me Mina. It's easier to remember." Then she gave him the sweetest smile. Ji Won felt his heart beat a little faster when she smiled at him. He blushed and looks away. "So uh, how old are you?"
"13," she replied. "And you Ji Wonee?"
He smiled when she called him that. "I'm 15," he said turning back to look at her.
"15?" I asked in disbelief.
Ji Won nodded. "Where are your parents oppa? You’re too young to be living in the streets." He shrugged his shoulders. "I can take care of myself." I gave him a doubting look because he was trying to pull that tough guy act on me. "It's okay though,"he told me. "I have a family. It's just that things are bad at home so I'm just getting away from it for a while." 'So he ran away,' I figured out.
I could tell that Ji Won was a good person. "Do you have a place to stay tonight?" He shook his head. "How about staying in my room then," I offered.
Ji Won couldn't believe his ears. He stared at Mina. 'Did she just offer him a place to stay?' "Ji Won?" Mina asked as she waved a hand in front of his face. "Are you okay?"
Ji Won shook his head and snapped out of it. She placed her hand on his knee. "Oppa, I asked if you want to stay in my room for tonight?" Ji Won was so touched that he felt his heartache. No one had ever cared about him so much but he didn't want to feel as though he owed her. "No thanks."
Mina looked at him with her big sad eyes. "Please oppa? I'm afraid of the dark." Ji Won smiled. He knew she was lying so he would say yes. For the first time in his life, Ji Won felt warm inside because now he is wanted. He let out a sigh. "Aigo Mina, okay. You talked me into it. But just for tonight though." She giggled and nodded.
"Okay."
still the same.|
7:23 PM
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
* sCaReD + sTrEsSeD *
aRgG!! iM sittiNg fOr mY wEaKeSt sUbjEct tMr!! aNd tHaT's PHYSICS! *hAiz* i duN tHiNk iM pRepArEd fOr iT lEhx.. oN tHe oThEr hAnD.. iM qUitE cOnFiDeNt oF gEoGrApHy lArx.. cOz i hAvE bEeN mUgGiNg fOr iT..
*hAiz* kEkE.. nO tiMe tO tHiNk aBt tHaT liAox.. iM hErE tO pOsT tHe sToRy! yuPp.. cOz i duN tHiNk i wiLL bE oNliNe aT aLL tMr.. cOz.. i hAvE gEoG iN tHe mOrNiNg aNd pHySiCs iN tHe aFtErNoOn.. aNd i wiLL bE dAmN tiReD bY tHe tiMe i rEaCh hOmE..
yuPp.. sOrRiE pEePs.. tHE sToRy wiLL bE bAcK iN aCtiOn oN tHuRs! i pRoMiSe!! =p
pEaCe oUt~
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
Story: What I Did For Love
**********
Part 5
**********
When I came home, I was greeted by the usual words. 'Ugly wretch, wicked girl, freeloader, etc.' but luckily I made it through dinner fine. When dinner ended, my parents went to sleep leaving me with the dishes. I cleaned the table and washed the dishes. I also took out the trash and then suddenly I felt someone grab me from behind.
My attacker turned me around to face him. It was the same boy I met in the alley. I began to panic. "I gave you all my money already! What more do you want from me?" He raised a finger to his lips and tried to shush me. I felt one of my attacks coming on. I started to hyperventilate and couldn't breathe. I was beginning to black out.
Ji Won looked at the girl who looked like she was going to die. "Oh my God! Are you okay?" This time it was the girl's turn to shake her head no. Then she collapsed in his arms. Ji Won didn't know what to do but he had to save her life. He began to give her mouth to mouth. "Come on," he whispered to her. "Breathe. Don’t die on me." After a while she began coughing and opened her eyes.
I opened my eyes and saw a blurry object heading towards me. Then I felt something soft pressing against my lips and I felt a gust of air. Then I realized the boy was giving me air. I couldn’t believe what was happening. I blushed and gently pushed him away. "Thank you for saving me. I'm okay now."
The boy turned slightly red. "Uhh...you’re welcome. You kinda scared me there."
"Sorry about that. Well, what is it that you want from me?"
"Here." He handed me back the same ten dollars I had given him. I looked up at him. "No, it's okay. Keep it. I think you need it or you wouldn't have tried to rob me." He shook his head. "No. I just wanted to borrow it only. I don't take charity. Well, goodbye."
Just as he walked away, I heard his stomach grumble. I bit my tongue so I wouldn't laugh. Since he didn't take charity, I said, "Urm, hey. I just made some food and I don't know if it's good or not. I need a guinea pig because I don't want to serve it to my parents if it isn't and besides, you did save my life.
Ji Won looked at her. 'Why is she being so nice to me?' he thought. He knew she was just saying that because she heard him say he doesn't want charity. Ji Won's stomach was growling like crazy. He haven't ate for 2 days already and the mention of food was killing him. "Uh, okay. I guess I'll be your guinea pig since I have nothing to do." He studied her face as she smiled at him. 'She's pretty,' he thought as he smiled back.
still the same.|
6:05 PM
Monday, November 15, 2004
+ iN pErFeCt hArMoNy +
I'd Like To Teach The World To Sing [In Perfect Harmony ]
http://www.geocities.com/SunsetStrip/Garage/2991/midi2/idliketo.mid
VERSE A: I'd like to build the world a home
And furnish it with love
Grow apple trees and honey bees and snow-white turtle doves
CHORUS: I'd like to teach the world to sing
In perfect harmony
I'd like to hold it in my arms and keep it company
I'd like to see the world for once
All standing hand in hand
And hear them echo through the hills
"Ah, peace throughout the land"(That's the song I hear)
I'd like to teach the world to sing (that the world sings today)
In perfect harmony
I'd like to teach the world to sing
In perfect harmony
[VERSE A]
[CHORUS]
hEeZ.. hEaRd tHe sOnG sOmEwHeRe aNd i tHoUgHt tHe tuNe iS niCe... sO.. i pOsT iT lo.. hAhAx... iT's Peace & Love.. =p
gOiNg tO tHe aiRpOrT lAt3r tO fEtCh dAddy aNd siStEr.. *hAix* dAt wOuLd oNly mEaNs i dO nOt hAvE mUcH tiMe lEft.. *dOtx*
pEaCe oUt~
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
Story: What I Did For Love
**********
Part 4
**********
Ji Won stared at the girl who had just walked away. 'She must be the nicest or dumbest person in this world,' he thought. He began to stand up but had to use the wall for balance. That girl had kicked him a little too hard. Ji Won had just run away from home again. He had ran away so many times that the alley was his second home. When he ran away he always stole his parents' money.
They were the richest people in all of Hawaii but they were also the most messed up family. His dad would have a lot of women with him and would betray a friend if it would bring him money. His mom, on the other hand, was an exact duplicate of his dad. She always had these young men around her and spend money like crazy. His parents were divorced and lived on opposite ends of Hawaii. 'Bitch and bastard,' thought Ji Won.
When he ran away this time, he didn't have the chance to steal any money from his dad. So he had no choice but to rob somebody. When he saw the young girl walking out of the store, she seemed to be the perfect target. But things didn't turn out as planned.
Ji Won kept wondering why the girl gave him the money even though he could have killed her. Ji Won knew he couldn't take the money because she was the first person in his messed up life that was nice to him because she wanted to be, not because she wanted something from him. He wanted to give the money back. When he gained some of his strength back, he began to chase her...
still the same.|
1:00 AM
Sunday, November 14, 2004
*FLY*
sAw tHiS piEcE oF lyRiCs aT my fReNz's bLoG.. hMm.. tHoUgHt iT wAs eNcOuRaGiNg lArx.. sO.. i wAnTeD tO sHaRe lOhx.. [ hOpE U duN miNd lArx... =x ]
"Fly"
Hilary Duff
In a moment
Everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute
All the world can wait
Let go of yesterday
Can you hear it calling
Can you feel it in your soul
Can you trust this longing
And take control
[Chorus - A]:
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Cuz it's your time
Time to fly
All your worries
Leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something
When there's nothing left
And the world's feeling hollow
Can you hear it calling
Can you feel it in your soul
Can you trust this longing
And take control
[Chorus - B]:
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Cuz its your time
Time to fly
And when you're down and feelin low
Just wanna run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you're better than anyone else
In a moment
Everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute
All the world can wait
Let go of yesterday
[Chorus - A]
[Chrous - B]
In a moment
Everything can change
yuPp.. tHaT's tHE sOnG lArx.. hMm.. aNd nOw.. iT's tiMe fOr tHe sToRy oNcE aGaiN! hAhAx.. tOdAy's eNtRy iS lOnG! sOrRiE aRx.. kEkE.. eNjOy tHe sToRy..
pEaCe oUt~
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
Story: What I Did For Love
**********
Part 3
**********
I decided to take a shortcut home but as I passed the alley, a hand pulled me in. I was knocked to the ground and a shadow hovered over me. I began to scream but the same hand covered my mouth.
"Shut up or I'll kill you!"
I shut my mouth instantly. I didn't want to die yet. In the moon's reflection I got a good look of my attacker. It was a boy who looked a little bit older than me. His face and clothes were dirty but he had really good features so I could tell he was extremely good-looking. But this was not a time to think about such things.
He held a table knife at my throat and said, "Give me all your money or I'll kill you." I panicked but I knew what to do. I used the move I wanted to use on my stepmom every time she pinned me down and hit me. I kicked him hard right into his family jewels. He gasped and fell to the floor, dropping the knife. I picked up my groceries and ran.
I guess you can call me the dumbest person alive. I was afraid I had kicked the boy too hard and permanently damaged him. Besides, since my life is hell already, I didn't want him to go through it too. So I turned back.
When I came back to the alley, the boy was still lying on the floor. He was moaning softly. I lifted him up gently. "Are you okay?" I asked. He shook his head no. "I'm sorry," I said to him. I reached into my pocket and pulled the money Mr. Choi gave me. "If you need money, then here. All I have is ten dollars."
I placed the money in his hand and walked away. He looked at me with this weird expression that I couldn't read. I picked up my groceries and this time I left without turning back. I could tell the boy was watching me as I was walking away...
still the same.|
1:20 PM
Saturday, November 13, 2004
~ jUz aNoThEr dAy ~
yuPp.. nOtHiNg mUcH hApPeNeD tOdAy.. iT's qUitE a rOutiNe dAy..
oHx.. eXcEpt dAt i wOkE aT aRoUnD 7 am oN a sAtuRdAy! "-- aNd i sLePt aT aRd 1 am tHiS mOrNiNg.. sMtH iS wRoNg wiTh mY biOlogiCaL cLoCk.. hAhAx..
oHx.. lEaRnT a nEw tErM tHiS mOrNiNg.. " Sugar Dreams! " hAhAx.. tHoUgHt iT wAs pRetty cUtE lArx.. oHx.. i lEaRnT iT fRoM yAn liNg.. yuPp.. cReDiTs tO hEr!
buT.. i tHiNk i wiLL sTiLL stiCk tO tHe uSuAl "Sweet Dreamx" lArx.. hAhAx..
kEkE.. tHiS eNtRy iS pRettY dRy, hUh? hAhAx.. cOz iT's jUz aNoThEr dAy fOr mE mAhx..
hMm.. wEnT fOr mAtHs tuiTiOn jUz nOw.. i cAn't bEliEvE i fiNiShEd tHe A.maths P2 iN 1 & a 1/2 hOuR! tHaT wAs liKe sO iMpOsSiBle fOr a sLoW cOaCh liKE mE lOhx.. oHx.. buT i diD gEt sOmE hElp fRoM mY tUitiOn tEaChEr lArx.. aNd hE mAkE iT sOuNdS liKe sO eAsY.. "--
kEkE.. u gUyS aRe wAitiNg fOr tHe sToRy liAox? hAhAx.. Part 1 wAs qUitE wEll rEcEivEd lArx.. ^^ sO yuPp.. STAY TUNED!
pEaCe oUt~
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
Story: What I Did For Love
**********
Part 2
**********
October 31, 1993
"You better come back here you good for nothing brat!"
I covered my ears with my palms. That was my stepmother calling me. Her voice sounds murderous and I didn't want to face her today. She had slapped and hit me too much already. I'm afraid I can't take it anymore so I hid in my closet. I peeked through the crack in my closet and saw my stepmom with a really pissed off look on her face. She was holding that stick that I'm always afraid of. I winced, thinking about how much it would hurt if she hits me with it again.
I'm just thirteen and whoever said 13 was an unlucky number, they were right. My mom had died when I was just turning ten. Before she died she told me that I was the most beautiful girl in the world and how proud she was to be my mother. She said even though she'll be gone, her love is with me always.
Tears rolled down my cheeks. 'If you love me mommy, how can you be so selfish to leave me?' So now when I had turn 13 my dad had married Mok Young A, who is my stepmom today. She was a cold-hearted woman who tortured me all day. Any self-esteem I had for myself was shattered and I was living a nightmare.
My closet door suddenly opened. "There you are you wicked girl!" My stepmom started cussing at me as she pulled me out and threw me onto the floor. I began to tremble because I knew what was going to happen next.
*Whack whack whack.*
I cried out in pain but I knew that no one is going to hear my cries. I desperately began to gasp for air. My heart was aching again. I couldn't breathe.
"Not again! Don't you see how much you're costing your father and me with your heart problems? If it wasn't for all these medical bills we wouldn't be so poor now!"
I had this heart condition where air would suddenly shut off and I couldn't breathe. The doctors are trying to save me by giving me a respirator and pills, but they're not sure how much longer I'll be able to live. My dad (who was a pathetic excuse for a man) came in.
He looked down at me with sorrowful eyes. He held my stepmom's arm lightly and said, "I think she had enough. You don't want her to have another attack. Calm down and let's have dinner."
"That's why I'm hitting her!" she yelled. "She got detention and stayed after school for an hour. She was supposed to be home to go buy food for dinner and make it. Your daughter is so evil. She wants me to starve or something!"
"I didn't get detention. The teacher wanted to talk to me about -"
But I was cut off by the whack of my stepmom's stick. I cried silently in pain and turned away. I didn't want to look at her. My dad said, "Well, dinner's just going to be a little late today. Mina, say sorry to your mom."
Despite the pain, I managed to say, "Sorry mom. Please forgive me."
My dad handed me some money. "Here. Go buy food to make mee-yuk-gook tonight." My stepmom's temper simmered down a little as my dad lead her out of my room.
I picked up the money and headed for the store. Mr. Choi, the owner of Choi Food Market, shook his head as I walked in. He knew what kind of hell I was going through. I finished my shopping and checked out.
"That'll be $3.49."
"What?" I asked. "Umm... Mr Choi. That's impossible. With all this stuff it should be around $15."
"I know Mina." Mr. Choi gave me a sad smile. "The exact price is $14.32. Why don't you keep the change for yourself?"
I opened my mouth in shock. "Mr. Choi... I... I can't do that," I said as I handed him 20.
He only took five. "No. Keep it. I know that stepmom of yours don't give you any money."
I looked up at Mr. Choi with tears in my eyes. Here he was, just a friend reaching out to me. I said thanks and headed for home.
still the same.|
4:55 PM
Friday, November 12, 2004
* StAy tuNeD.. PLEASE! *
yuPp.. cOmE bAcK tO mY bLoG EvErYdAy.. tO cHeCk wAt's gOiNg oN! kEkE.. i'll tEll u wAt's gOiNg oN fiRsT.. i gOnNa aTtAcHeD a pArT oF a sToRy aLoNg witH mY eNtRiEs.. oNe pArT pEr eNtRy dAt iS.. cOz.. tHe sToRy iS rEaLLy a niCe oNe aNd i tHoUgHt iT wOuLd bE gReAt tO sHaRe witH eVeRyoNe..
oHx.. tHe cReDiTs gO tO sHaRoN! yuPp! sHe iNtRo tHe sToRy tO mE de.. hAhAx.. tHks sHaRoN! [fOr tHe sToRy aNd bEiNg a gOoD liTseNeR! tHx!]
hEy.. iF u tHiNk i hAvE tO cHaNgE tHe cOlOr oF tHe "sToRy" deN tEll mE hOr.. ^^
hMm.. i pRoMiSe i wiLL pOsT aT lEaSt oNcE eVeRy 2 dAys.. k? hMm.. tHe sToRy iS a kOrEaN lOvE sToRy lAhx.. aNd iT's rEaLLy iNtErEsTiNg .. sO.. dO cOmE bAcK aNd rEaD iT, k?
hMm.. i diD dO mUcH tOdAy.. =( duNiO wHy.. EveN wHeN i fOrCeD mYsElf tO sTuDy.. mY miNd wOuLd sOoN wAnDeR aNd tHiNk aBt oThEr tHiNgs.. *hAix*
kEkE.. i bEttEr sToP cOmPlaiNiNg.. u gUyS wOuLd rAtHeR wAnT tHe sToRy, ritE?
hErE gOeS... oHx.. bEfOrE dAt ... ...
pEaCe oUt~
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
Story: What I Did For Love
**********
Part 1
**********
June 17, 1999
My name is MiNa Nam. I'm 19, still very young, but I am dying. Not right now but my life is slowly fading away as I'm writing my story. At this moment I'm sitting at 'our' spot. Mine and Eun Ji Won, the love of my life.
The sun is slowly beginning to set over the lake. I took a glance at my reflection in the water. My outside looks have changed drastically within the past few months, but the water reflected the true me. Inside I'm still the same person.
I have done and given so much for love but never once, have I received it back from Ji Won. There are times that I wanted to tell him everything that I've done for him and make him love me back. But I can't. Love is not selfish.
So I did what felt right. I keep giving Ji Won my love and I never asked for his love in return. Even though I'll leave this world pretty soon, my love for him will still remain. My story begins when I first met Ji Won six years ago on this one fateful day. It all started out... ...
still the same.|
5:18 PM
Thursday, November 11, 2004
+ MiSeRaBlE +
WOW! wHaT a GREAT hOliDaY iS tOdAy! iT's jUz sO kEwL..
*dOtx*
kEkE.. eNuF oF sArCaSm.. i jUz feEl rOtteN tOdAy, k? wHy dO i aLwAyS feEl dAt iM piCkEd oN? tHiNgS aRe hApPeNiNg sO fAsT.. i cAn't EveN aCcEpT tHeM! aNd tO mAkE tHiNgS wOrSt.. nOnE oF tHeM sEeMeD tHe lEaSt pLeAsAnT tO mE!
aRgH.. aNd sO iM hErE.. rAntiNg tO mY bLoG.. cOz, sAdly, i hAvE nO oNe tO tAlk tO! period.
iM feEliNg sO bOttLeD uP.. sO sTuFFeD uP.. dAt i feEl liKe iM sUffoCaTiNg..
aM i feEliNg dEpReSsEd? aM i fEeLiNg aNgRy? i rEaLLi duNiO!!
*hAix* iM kiNdA lOsT..
nOtHiNg tO sAy aNyMoRe.. it's juZ mY liFe, i gUeSs.. i HAVE tO aCcEpT iT...
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
5:22 PM
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
* BIOLOGY *
OK.. iT a W-I-E-R-D pApEr.. sO wiErD dAt evEn Nanyang Girls' tEaCheRs sAiD dAt Cambridge iS wRoNg!! hAhAx..
kEkE.. lEt mE tEll yA aLL aBt iT..
pApEr 1 wAs aLritE.. iT wAs pApEr 2..
i oPeNeD tHe pApEr.. aNd i wAs tO lAb3l sOmE pLaNt cOmPoNeNts.. aNd.. tHe GUARD CELL iS aLoNg tHe UPPER EPIDERMIS!! oKiE oKiE.. u mAy tHiNk iT's sTiLL nOt tHaT wiErD, ritE? iT mAy bE duE tO aDaPtAtiOnS oR muTaTiOn.. kEkE.. i cAn sTiLL aCcEpt tHiS lArx..
BUT.. aS i cOnTiNuE dOiNg tHe pApEr.. i cAmE uPoN a QuEsTiOn aBt tHe eYe... aNd... tHe diAmEtEr oF tHe pUpiL aCtuAlly DECREASE aS tHe liGhT iNtEnSitY DECREASES! >.< iT's sUpPoSeD tO bE tHe oThEr wAy rOuNd lOhx.. aNd dAt qUeStiOn iS aBt 12 mArKs?!? *huMpHx*
iT's sO fAr tHe hArDeSt "O" lEvEls pApEr i hAd sAt fOr lArx.. *hAiz* i cAmE uP witH a mAjOr hEaDaChE.. aNd iT's sTiLL witH mE nOw..! >.< i jUz hOpE iT's nOt oNe oF mY miGrAiNe aTtAcKs..
kEkE.. i hAd bEttEr sToP wiNiNg liAox lArx.. *hAiz* witH biOloGy pApEr liKe tHiS.. i tHiNk i hAvE tO pUt iN eXtRa eFFoRt fOr mY othEr pApErS liAox.. eSpC. PhySiCs.. [hAhAx.. qAs.. sEe dAt?]
hMm.. i hAvE tO hAnG oN fOr 9 mOrE dAys! yuPp..
u gUyS oUt dErE.. jiA yOu hOr!! ^^
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
8:18 PM
Monday, November 08, 2004
* tiReD *
gEeZ.. i duNiO wHy! bUt iM rEaLLi tiReD! hMm.. i wAs jUz sittiNg oN tHe sOfA.. aNd tHe nExT mOmENt wHeN i lOoKeD at tHe cLoCkEd.. it wAs 2 hOuRs lAtEr! yuPp.. i jUz sLePt liKe dAt.. uNkNoWiNgly! =X
hMm.. hAd E.mAtHs P2 tOdAy.. iT wAs sCaRy!! hAhAx.. wHy? cOz i wAs rAciNg aGaiNsT tiMe! tHe pApEr wAsN't hArD.. bUt iT rEqUiReS sOmE tHiNkiNG lOhx.. aNd i cOmPletEd tHe 2 H 30 Min pApEr witH oNly aBt 5 miNs tO sPaRe!! wHiCh mEaNs.. i duN EvEn hAvE tHe tiMe tO cHeCk mY pApEr!! >.< buT sO fAr.. mOsT oF mY aNsWeR aRe tHE sAmE wiTh mY fReNz!! *pHeW*
i tHiNk i hAvE tO tRy tO bE fAsTeR liAox lArx.. yuPp.. i mUsT!
hMm.. wEnT luNcH-iNg at Mos Burger wiTh JiE yiNg aNd qiU yAn.. oN tHe wAy tHeRe.. jiE yiNg aS uSuAl bEcAmE tHe lAuGhiNg sToCk.. =X hAhAx.. Jy & qy wAs sAyiNg dAt tHeY wOuLd nOt bOtHeR aBt sTuDyiNg pHySiCs lAr.. deN.. Jy sAiD: "I wld rather get a F9 for physics than to get an A1 for Bio"
hAhAx.. dAt's hOw sHe sAiD.. deN i sTaReD bLaNkly aT hEr.. hAhAx.. i aSkEd hEr wHy sHe duN wAn tO gEt A1 fOr biO.. deN aFtEr sOmE eXpLaiNiNg [& sOmE cOmMoTiOn ] wE fOuNd oUt sHe wAs tRyiNg tO sAy.. sHe wLd rAtHeR gEt A1 fOr biO tHaN tO gEt a F9 fOr pHySiCs.. hAhAx.. aNd tO ruB iT iN.. i tOlD hEr dAt sHe wiLL gEt a tReAt fRoM mE iF sHe gEts A1 fOr pHySiCs.. hAhAx.. bUt siNcE sHe duN bOtHeR aBt pHySiCs.. i duN tHiNk tHeRe wiLL bE tHe tReAt aFtEr aLL! bUt.. i duN bE aRoUnD tO gEt tHe rEsUlts aNyWaY... *hAix*
hMm.. kOr's nOt gOiNg fOr Jay's .. deN.. sHld i gO aNoT? >.< i duN wAn tO gO aLoNe lArx.. hAhAx.. hMm... mAybE i cAn gO witH tiNgtiNg oR jOlyN.. bUt i wiLL sTiLL bE wAtChiNG tHe cOnCeRt aLoNe mAhx.. hMm... wE sHaLL sEe...
tHeRe's jUz 11 mOrE dAyS tO gO.. iT wiLL bE OvEr SOON!
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
4:35 PM
Sunday, November 07, 2004
+ NoStaLgiA +
hMm.. i hAvE lOtx tO sAy.. bUt i duNiO wArT tO sAy? sOuNdS cOnTrAdiCtiNg tO u? yuPp.. i duN uNdErStAnD mYsElf eitHeR! >.<
i bEt iT's dAt "O"s dAt dRiviNg mE mAd + cRaZy.. hAhAx.. bUt oN tHe othEr hAnD.. i tHiNk iM sTiLL qUitE fOrtuNaTe.. cOz.. oNe oF mY mAlAySiAn fReNz wHo iS tAkiNg SPM ["O"s eQuivAleNt] wiLL bE hAviNg hiS eXaMs aLL tHe wAy uP tO dEcEmBeR!! aNd.. hE's tAkiNg 11 sUbJeCts!!
aNd tHeRe aRe pEePs wHo tAkEs mOrE tHaN 11 suBjEcTs! @@ i wOnDeR hOw tHeY sUrVivE! iT's sO sCaRy! hAhAx..
hMm.. iM hAviNg E.mAtHs P2 tMr.. it's a pApEr i HAVE tO & MUST sCoRe! yuPp.. iM gOnNa pRaCtiSe mAtHs lAtEr! P1 sEeMs eNcOuRaGiNg.. hOpEfully P2 wiLL bE oF tHe sAmE sTaNdaRd lArx.. deN.. i mAy sTiLL cLiNcH an A1.. bLeSs mE! =X
sO.. fReNz tAkiNg "O"s, "A"s & SPM oUt tHeRe.. jiA yOu aNd wOrK hArD! *wiNkz*
oHx.. dAdDy lEaviNg fOr pErTh tOniGhT.. [iT's aCtUaLLy a pAsT miD-niGht fliGhT] hMm.. aNd i'll nOt bE sEnDiNg hiM oFF lArx.. cOz oF "O"s.. *hAiZ* hE wiLL bE tHeRe tO pRePaRe fOr ... oH wElls ...
pEaCe oUt~
12 mOrE dAyS....
still the same.|
1:17 PM
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
*sMiLeS*
Which Guilty Gear X character are you?
hMm.. i tHiNk tHe tEsT iS qUitE aCcuRaTe lOhx.. aLtHoUgH i duNiO aBt tHe pArT wHeRe tHeY sAiD i hElp oThErS tO rEliEvE mY gUiLt oR sMtH.. hAhAx.. i aLwAyS tHoUgHt i hElp oThErS bEcOz i wAnTeD tO? hMm.. oH wElls.. hEeZ..
oHx.. iM hApPy! siNcE lAsT niGhT bAhx.. hAhAx.. cOz tHe "riGhTfuL OwNeR" oF mY mEsSagEs hAs sEeN tHe MsG(es)! hEeZ.. *wEe* ^^
hAd eNgLiSh pApEr tOdAy.. wEll.. aT lEaSt i hAvE tiMe tO fiNiSh aNd cHeCk mY pApEr! tHaT's rArE fOr mE lOhx cOz iM aLwAyS sO sLoW.. hMm.. dOeS dAt mEaNs i hAvE a gOoD cHaNcE oF pAsSiNg mY eNgLiSh? hAhAx.. i hOpE sO!
hMm.. tHe "A"s sTaRtS tMr!! gOoD lUcKz tO eVeRyOnE tAkiNg "A"s eSpC. briaN, siStA, sHu yiN, kEleBiN, mAuReEn aNd sO mUcH mOrE.. gOoD lUcKz fOr uR GP pApErS tMr!!
kEkE.. i gtg liAox.. >.<
pEaCe oUt~
16 mOrE dAyS!
still the same.|
2:29 PM
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
*SoCiAl StuDiEs*
hMm.. tHe "O" lEvEls hAvE sTaRtEd.. aNd wE hAvE SoCiAl sTuDiEs tOdAy! hMm.. iT sEeMs diFFiCuLt.. wEll.. tHeRe's tHiS pArT (D) oF tHe SBQ wHiCh sEeMs wiErD~ hMm.. iT's tHoSe nEvEr-bEfOrE-sEeN qNs.. yuPp.. aNd i jUz cRaPpEd aLL i cOuLd..
aNd tHeRe's tHiS tiMe fAcToR aS wEll.. i wAs sTiLL wRitiNg aT tHe vErY lAsT miNutE.. iT sHoWs dAt i hAvE tO bE qUiCkEr, yA?
tHe mAtHs pApEr iS cOmiNg rEaL sOoN! DARN! *hAiZ* kEkE.. i hAvE tO gO pRaCtiSe liAox..
oHx.. *lolx* u rEaLLy tHiNk tOo mUcH!
pEaCe oUt~
17 mOrE dAyS..
still the same.|
3:00 PM