my lifeas itis.
Sunday, July 31, 2005
Life Goes On.
"Keep On Moving"
Five
I woke up today with this feeling
That better things are coming my way
And if the sunshine has a meaning
Telling me not to let things get in my way
When the rainy days are dying
Gotta keep on, keep on trying
All the bees and birds are flying (ahh ahh ahh)
Never let go, gotta hold on and
Non-stop til the break of dawnin'
Keep on movin' don't stop rockin' (ahh ahh ahh)
Get on up when you're down
Baby, take a good look around
I know it's not much, but it's okay
Keep on moving on anyway
Feels like I should be screaming
Trying to get it through to my friends
Sometimes it feels that life has no meaning
But I know things will be alright in the end
When the rainy days are dying
Gotta keep on, keep on trying
All the bees and birds are flying (ahh ahh ahh)
Never let go, gotta hold on and
Non-stop til the break of dawnin'
Keep on movin' don't stop rockin' (ahh ahh ahh)
Get on up when you're down
Baby, take a good look around
I know it's not much, but it's okay
Keep on moving on anyway
When the rainy days are dying
Gotta keep on, keep on trying
All the bees and birds are flying (ahh ahh ahh)
Never let go, gotta hold on and
Non-stop til the break of dawnin'
Keep on movin' don't stop rockin' (ahh ahh ahh)
Get on up when you're down
Baby, take a good look around
I know it's not much, but it's okay
Keep on moving on anyway
Get on up when you're down
Baby, take a good look around
I know it's not much, but it's okay
Keep on moving on anyway
Get on up when you're down
Baby, take a good look around
I know it's not much, but it's okay
Keep on moving on anyway...
tO MY fReNz:
tHaNkEw!!
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
1:49 PM
Friday, July 29, 2005
Purpose Fulfilled
yEt aNotHeR dAy hAs pAsSeD.
wEnT bAcK hOmE aFtEr sChOoL tOdAy.
wEnt tO Freo witH Connie, Rungend & Divya.
wE hAd luNcH at Gelare.
itx Waffles! yummy!
wE alSo wEnt tO tHiS sHoP
it sElls mytHiCaL tHiNgs.
evEn tHe sAlEs aSsiStAnT iS dReSsEd iN a fAiRy suit!
aNd sHe's sO niCe.
tHaNk gOd sHe diDn't lEt tHe cAt oUttA bAg.
*lolx*
oHx oHx.. tHeY sEll rEally niCe cArDs. =)
dRaW tHiS 'fAiRy pApEr' fRoM a bOwL.
"The Fairies dare you to let go of any resistane to you current situation. Let go and receive. "
tHe gAls tHeN wAntEd tO cHeCk tHeiR pRoM dReSs oUt.
bUt tHe sHoP hAs cLoSeD. (at 5pm)
(tHaNk gOd? =X)
aNw, wE wEnt tO tHe Freo Markets
aNd sHoP aRd.
dRaNk Bubble Tea! *smiles
wE lEft aRd 6 cOz Connie hAvE tO attEnd cHuRcH.
bUt at lEaSt i bOuGht tHe tHiNgs i wAntEd tO. =)
rEaChEd hOmE aBt 8.
tiReD.
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
8:25 PM
Monday, July 25, 2005
- shrugs -
What is missing someone but an emotion arising from nostalgia that which breeds when we see something we had once, never appreciated when we had it and hence, wish we had it now, as we did before. A cycle of time, for without hope, there is time, that which pushes at our backs into oblivion of each other, till one day we will no longer remember and with that memory, fades the emotions that came with it and we no longer miss each other...
So, my dear friend, i hope, since hope is the best and worst of all things, that that day never comes for our friendship...
it's funny how things work.
giving up smth in exchange of smth u wanted
but may never get.
is it worth it?
because of you..
do not agree to things u aren't sure/don't meant.
it hurts.
perhaps.
Whatever will be will be.
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
3:25 PM
Friday, July 22, 2005
*pHeW*
"Because of You"
Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life
because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
i cAn fiNaLLy tAkE a bReAtHeR!
hAd Applic. Math tOpiCal tEst tOdAy.
hAd Applic. Math aSsiGnMeNt tEst ytD.
hAd Chem tEst oN wEd!
gUeSs wAt?
mOrE tEst nExt wEek!
i hAvE a syNtHeSiS eSsAy fOr ELACS.
aNd Human Bio tOpiCal tEst!
sTrEsS!
bUt i hAvE tO wOrk hArd.
nOt muCh tiMe lEft.
tHeRe aRe lOaDs oF otHeR stuFF hApPeNiNg aS wEll.
aNd tHey aRe jUz aDdiNg oN tO my stReSs lEvEls.
i gUeSs i sHld jUz fOcuS oN my stUdiEs.
at lEast itx wOrtH stReSsiNg aBt?
*lolx*
i jUz dOn't uNdErstAnd
wHy it alwAys sEeMeD liKe iM tHe oNe wHo alwAys mAkiNg tHiNgs wOrSt? *lolx* pErhAps itx jUz mE. i jUz hAvE tO aCcEpt it, hEy? =) jUz dOn't plAn tHiNgs cOz tHiNgs nEvEr gO aCcOrdiNg tO plAns.
lOtx oF pEePs gEttiNg siCk.
eSpEciAlly flu & cOuGh.
wiNtEr hAs bEeN pRetty nAsty, hEy?
tAkE cArE, pEePs.
gEt wEll sOoN, Connie.
rEaliSeD Weai Jiet's nOt cOmiNg bAck aNytiMe sOoN.
hAhAx.. at lEast hE's hAppy witH tHe twiSt oF evEnts.
oHx oHx.. Connie lOaNeD mE Harry Potter 6!
hAhAx.. gOnNa sPeNt my wEekEnD oN it!
aNd i lOaNeD hEr Sandra Brown's White Hot.
*lolx*
a miNi rEadEr's cluB? =)
cAn't blOg oN aNy fUrtHer.
vexed
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
9:50 PM
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
mOoD aNalySiS
Colorgenics' Mood Analysis
Is it that you are working - or even playing - too hard? Because it would seem that you are experiencing a great deal of pent-up emotion at this time which could possibly take effect and lead to irrational behavior.
You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.
You wear your heart on your sleeve and since you are an emotional person you are apt to give your all - heart and soul - to all those that show you a little affection; but take care - it would appear that you have been extremely hurt in the past and you keep leaving yourself wide open for punishment.
Nobody seems to understand you at this moment for everything you suggest or do seems to be taken up the wrong way. All of this misunderstanding is leading to anxiety and stress. The situation naturally is not as you would like it to be - you feel that you are being treated most unfairly and that trust, affection and understanding are being withheld from you and that you are being treated with a demeaning lack of consideration. You consider yourself being denied the appreciation essential to your well being and self-esteem and that there is nothing you can do about it. You feel that whatever you try to do to change the situation, you are getting nowhere fast. You would really like to get away from it all but can't find the energy or the strength of mind to make the necessary decision.
The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are beyond your capabilities, or your reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal inadequacy. Your inability to take control of the situation causes you to over-react in stubborn defiance blaming everyone especially yourself for your own failures.
still the same.|
4:40 PM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
- tHe lAst dAy -
Message In A Bottle
wAtChEd tHiS fiLm oN DVD iN tHe aFtErNoOn.
a sAd mOviE.. bUt itx gOoD.
itx bAsEd oN tHe Nicholas Sparks' nOvEl, Message In A Bottle,
aNd i eNjOy tHe bOoK bEttEr!
=)
wEnt tO Winthrop Village at nOoN tO pRaCtiSe pArkiNg.
iM gEttiNg bEttEr bUt ALOT mOrE wOrK iS nEeDeD!
=X
*lolx*
hOls aRe cOmiNg tO aN eNd, hEy?
i aPpliEd rAiN guArD oN my sChOoL sHoEs jUz nOw.
gOnNa pAcK my bAg lAtEr.
aNd i'll bE all rEaDy fOr sChOoL!
wEll, almOst..
u sEe, i still hAvE a cOnSiDeRablE aMouNt oF hOls aSsgN!
=(
lAzy mE hAvE nOt fiNiShEd tHeM all yEt!
aRgHx!
aNywAy, tMr's tHe stArt oF a nEw sEmEstEr.
aNd iM gONna tRy my bEst tO aChivE tHe rEsultS i wAnNa aChiEvE! yupp! i hOpE i wOn't gEt aNymOrE Cs! i hAvE tO wOrk hArdEr..
alriGhty, tAkE cArE pEePs.
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
8:41 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
tHe DOs & DON'Ts oF zOdiAc!
hEys pEePs!
i sAw tHiS oN tHe wEb & fOuNd it pRetty iNtErEstiNg!
*lolx*
sOmE cAn bE pRetty aCcurAtE!
fReAky, hEy?
cHeCk uRs, it mAy jUz bE U iN wOrDs!
=)
pEaCe oUt~
Aries (Mar 21 - Apr 19)
DOs: Aries are naturally active and vibrant people and they tend to like such people too. You will have to increase your pace to be in step with them. They like and appreciate frank and straightforward persons. With them you can be your true self (but don't try your luck being over frank-they are volatile). If you are in love with an Arien, then you have to show your enthusiasm in all their activities (you can always yawn later!).
DON'Ts: Do not tell an Arien that he may be wrong. Any such statement may stir a storm in a teacup. Aries are very faithful and passionate lovers. Do not give air to the smouldering fire within them by making them jealous. No flirtation or fooling around with others in their presence unless of course you wish to write your death wish (you will be granted!).
Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)
DOs: Stability and dependability characterise Taurus. They like people who can blend and grow with them. If you have a Taurus partner you should appreciate all things bright and beautiful. They have an inherent artistic sense and are fond of colour and music. Judge life with them from a purely materialistic point of view. Enjoy everything luxurious that money can provide. Enjoy good food (better if you can cook to please them) and good drinks with them.
DON'Ts: Taurus do not loose their temper easily (in fact you may spend the whole life with them and still no spark) but you should not push your luck too much. Being unreasonable or aggressive with them may get you into trouble. Do not press him/her into a corner, and if you do, be prepared for a violent rage. Taurus is capable of violent outbursts though such an event is very rare occasions. They can be suffocating when they are possessive about you.
Gemini (May 21 - June 21)
DOs: Gemini is a highly intellectual and versatile person. If you have a Gemini partner you have to match your wits with his/her wits to keep the zing in the relationship. They want to be mentally stimulated so you have to be good at conversing. Your sense of humour will get you a permanent residence in the heart of a Gemini. Be more communicative with them, and if you are good at this, you will never know how hours pass by holding each other's hand.
DON'Ts: Gemini's like to do many things at the same time, so if unfortunately you are the type who is looking for stability you may get disappointed. Do not hold back a Gemini or you may lose him/her, as they are restless and need change in life constantly. You should try to adopt yourself with the ever-changing Gemini. Orthodox or conservative old fashion ideas are no-no in their dictionary. Change with the ever-changing Gemini and do not flow against the current.
Cancer (Jun22 - July 22)
DOs: Try to adapt yourself with the changing moods of the Cancer. At one moment they may be laughing and enjoying and in another they may sulk. You may have to adjust with the moody and sensitive Cancer. They are like the tides in the ocean, always fluctuating. Cancerians love food, so if you know how to cook and can be poetic and romantic (added Bonus) then you know the way to their heart.
DON'Ts: Cancerians are very sensitive people and can get easily hurt. So do not play with their emotions and sentiments. They are like tides that can sweep you along. They form emotional bonds with even inanimate things, so do not ask them to discard old caps or souvenirs. Such things hold special meaning to them. You have to realise that the crabs have a soft heart and are vulnerable. Do not contradict their tested line of thought and action, it would only lead to confusion.
Leo (Sep 22 - Oct23)
DOs: If you have Leo partner respect him and his majestic manners. Accept the advice of Leo, the lion, as he is the king of the jungle. It is the sign of a showman, so if your partner does everything in grand style enjoy it. They fall easily for flattery and want to be centre of attraction of all eyes (sometimes they can be quiet theatrical too).
DON'Ts: Never ever hurt the ego of a Leo. Pride, ego and vanity are some of the bags Leo's always carry with them. Do not touch these bags. An authoritative Leo is even more difficult to handle in such circumstances. Leo is a sunny sign so they do not like people who are gloomy or depressed. Even if you are crying at heart keep a sunny smile on your lips and then let the lion take charge and remove all worries from your life.
Virgo (Aug 23 - Sept22)
DOs: Virgo's are very methodical and have a great sense of duty. However, they are blind to their own faults. So, if you have a Virgo partner emphasise more on their qualities. Take keen interest in what they are doing and you will realise that they will go out of their way to help you. Do rely and appreciate their mental powers rather than their physical powers. They can turn even an unsuccessful venture into a success.
DON'Ts: Do not push a Virgo into limelight or on the centre stage unless of course they do so on their own. They are shy and reserved by nature and do not like to be the cynosure of all eyes. Virgo's have secrets that they would not like to bring out in the open. So, even if you have the key to their secret skeleton-closet, hide it; do not even admit that you know anything about it. Virgo, the virgins, do not want to tarnish their public image.
Libra (Sep 22 - Oct 23)
DOs: Librans need peace and harmony in all their relationships, so help them maintain that. Venus, the ruling planet, gives them beauty and they have weakness for people who can compliment them about their beauty (you will not have to make an effort to do that anyway). You can help Libra seek union and partnership in life. If you have a Libra partner you can be sure to share beautiful and pleasurable moments together.
DON'Ts: Libra is kind and gentle soul but very argumentative. Hence, do not start an argument or discussion unless, of course, you are free and do not know how to pass your time. They hate to lose and most probably during an argument may change sides too (remember scales can tilt) and still continue arguing from the other side. Do not push your Libra partner into making decisions. They will keep weighing pros and cons and may still not be able to come to any decision. Have patience!
Scorpio (Oct 23 - Novr 21)
DOs:Scorpios are full of passion and zest for life. They have tremendous drive that can involve you too. Tune in to their wavelength and you can enjoy the harmony and music of life with them. Scorpios are loyal and never forget a kind deed done by you. If you want to enjoy life with your Scorpio lover, share their passion and intensity and you will be fascinated by how beautiful life can be with them.
DON'Ts: Scorpio's are very passionate and intense but they are also fiercely possessive and would like to possess your mind, body and soul. Do not let seeds of jealousy grow in them because then you may have to suffer agonies of jealousy and discontentment in life. Scorpio's have explosive tempers be careful how you handle them. They never let anyone know what is going on in their mind till they strike and you may be caught unawares. Do not flirt around in the presence of your Scorpio lover.
Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21)
DOs: Sagittarius is basically a happy go lucky kind. You can enjoy with them their zest and enthusiasm for life. They bubble with excitement. And if you share the same interests and hobbies, life can be great fun together. They are frank and straightforward so if you want some truthful opinion about anything or anyone go to them. Be optimistic as they are and view life as glass half full.
DON'Ts: Sagittarius is fiercely independent and cannot tolerate restriction. Hence, do not try to hold them back in life. Let them enjoy their freedom because if you hold any special place in their heart they will always come back for you. Do not feel irritated by the exaggeration in their speech. They may go on and on, talking about certain things that may not even interest you, but its their way of trying to communicate with you. They are basically frank and outspoken (to the point of being rude), so do not feel offended by their talks.
Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 20)
DOs: Capricornians are strong and dependable. Hence, if you want to put your money on anyone it is of course this zodiac sign. They are practical and conservative in their outlook and they expect you to blend in their colour. They set certain standards for themselves in their life and they will always try to maintain those standards. For them social status and image is very important in life.
DON'Ts: Do not expect a Capricorn mate to open his/her heart and pour everything to you. They are very secretive and reserved people. They are very thorough in all their affairs and hate any kind of sloppiness. People born under this zodiac are very tight-fisted and economical. Do not expect lavish gifts from them and if they do give you any gift (that is very rare) it will have some practical use (no romance please) but that does not mean you will be deprived of anything; on the contrary you will be well provided.
Aquarius (Jan 21 - Feb 21)
DOs: Aquarius are friendly and fascinating people. They have in-depth knowledge about various subjects and you can converse with them for hours without getting bored. They are capable of giving a lot of love that can be amazing. They have a very broad outlook of life and you can relax in their presence. They will always welcome your ideas and actions about humanitarian causes. To keep an Aquarius lover interested you must possess that mysterious and intriguing quality. Once hooked they will always be very faithful to you.
DON'Ts: Do not expect or plan a normal, simple and predictable life with an Aquarius partner. Aquarians are totally unpredictable. They can go to any direction without giving any advance notice. They are basically very restless and get bored easily. Though they are very friendly, do not expect them to reveal their inner most feelings to you (they never will). They can be detached and impersonal, which may seem strange to others.
Pisces (Feb 22 - Mar 21)
DOs: Pisceans are sensitive and charming. If you are looking for someone who is understanding and can understand your feelings then you have met the right person. You should appreciate their feelings too, as in your time of need they are sure to help you. Pisces have a keenly developed sixth sense and have great intuitive powers. Their hunches may usually be right on mark. But they can exhaust their physical and mental energies. They are born dreamers and you can build palaces with your dream lover (only in real life it may become a little difficult preposition).
DON'Ts:Pisces are dreamers and you should not expect them to have worldly ambitions. They are not materialistic in nature. It is not that they like living! below the poverty line but they have no earnest desire to accumulate wealth. They are very sensitive and you have to be always careful about their feelings. The fishes are capable of drowning you in their tears (even men born under this sign).
still the same.|
3:53 PM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
Lessons In Life
I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. The same goes for true love.
I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't.
I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.
I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up. [aCtuAlly, i diDn't rEally lEaRnt tHiS. wAt i lEaRnt bOtH pEePs u expEct aNd dOn't expEct tO kiCk u, will kiCk u, wHeN u'rE dOwN oR nOt.]
I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived.
I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.
I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.
I've learned that two people can look at the same thing and see something totally different.
I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.
I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.
I've learned that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.
I've learned that the people you care about most in life are sometimes taken from you too soon.
Nicole sEnt tHeM tO mE.
aNd i tHoUght it will bE niCe tO sHaRe.
yupp! sHaRiNg iS fuN!
hOls eNdiNg sOoN!!
bUt my hOls aSsgN. aReNt cOmplEtEd yEt!
*SWEATS
hElp?!?
my wOrk sEeMs SO aliEn tO mE nOw! =X
an's cOmiNg bAck tO Perth tMr!
U Set Me Thinking.
-in deep thoughts-
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
8:49 PM
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
diSaPpOiNtEd.. NOT!
"Scars"
Papa Roach
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is
[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
[Chorus]
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
[Chorus x2]
it hApPeNeD yEt aGaiN.
sUpRiSiNgly, i wAsN't uPsEt!
*lolx*
i gUeSs i'vE gEt ovEr it..
gOt uSeD tO it, mAybE?
iN otHeR wOrDs, IMMUNED!
i dOn't wAnT tO fEeL iNviSiblE aNyMoRe.
sO, iM nOt gOiNg tO gEt mySeLf cAuGht iN bEtwEeN tHeM.
iM jUz gOnNa mOvE oN witH my owN liFe!
*smiles
tHe oNly rEgRet i hAvE iS tO iNtRoDuCe hEr tO u.
oH wElls.
wAtEvEr will bE will bE.
nOt gOnNa lEt it bOtHeR mE aNyMoRe.
i hAvE tRiEd tO dRiFt fRoM tHe gRp bEfOrE,
bUt cAmE bAck bEcOz oF u.
u dOn't fEeL tHe sAmE wAy aS i dO, i'd rEckOn.
bUt itx alRitE.
aS lOng aS u aRe hApPy, iM fiNe.
=)
i hAvE cOmE tO tErMs witH mySelF.
givE uP & lEt gO.
yupp!
u dOn't nEeD mE aNyWay~
dRovE tOdAy.
wAs dRiviNg alOnG South Street wHeN
a Mazda V6 dRovE uP bEsiDe mE.
mAiNtAiNiNg tHe sPeEd, tHe Mazda wAs cOnStAntly bEsiDe mE.
nOw, i dOn't wAnT tO rAcE witH hiM oR aNytHiNg.
aNd siNcE i hAvE my Ls hANgiNg,
aNd i hAvE lOw tRaFFiC bEhiNd mE,
i slOwEd dOwN.
tHe Mazda slOwEd dOwN tOo bUt tHeRe aRe cArs bEhiNd hiM.
sO hE hAd nO cHoiCe bUt tO mOvE oN!
*lolx*
=p
GOD! aLL my mAtEs eitHeR wEnt bAcK hOmE
oR aRe bUsY!
Connie's iN biblE cAmP.
Raymond hAvE gOt sOcCeR.
an's iN Sabah, M'sia.
Suet Lin's iN SG.
Takashi a.k.a. Onni-san's iN Japan.
Weai Jiet's iN Klang, M'sia.
all MY fReNz wHoM i wAnA gO oUt witH
aReN't avAiLablE!
*lolx*
oH wElls.
miGht aS wEll.
i hAvE TONS oF hOls aSsgN. wAitiNg fOr mE.
hAvE bEeN gOiNg oUt..
itx tiMe tO stAy at hOmE aNd dO sOmE sOlid wOrk, hEy?
hEhE..
i hAvE tO dO wEll fOr my WAUFP exAms!
sO, yupp!
hAvE tO dO sOmE wOrk fOr tHe nExt 6 dAys oR sO.
nOt gOiNg oUt aNyMoRe.
uNlEsS itx SOMEONE wHo aSk mE oUt, oF cOs!
*bLeAhx*
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
2:43 PM
Sunday, July 10, 2005
hOw tO cArry uR bUrdeN.
A monarch of long ago had twin sons. There was some confusion about which one was born first.
As they grew to young manhood, the king sought a fair way to designate one of them as crown prince.
All who knew the young men thought them equal in intelligence, wit, personal charm, health, and physical strength. Being a keenly observant king, he thought he detected a trait in one which was not shared by the other.
Calling them to his council chamber one day, he said, "My sons, the day will come when one of you must succeed me as king. The burdens of sovereignty are very heavy. To find out which of you is better able to bear them cheerfully, I am sending you together to a far corner of the kingdom. One of my advisors there will place equal burdens on your shoulders. My crown will one day go to the one who first returns bearing his burden like a king should."
In a spirit of friendly competition, the brothers set out together. Soon they overtook an aged woman struggling under a burden that seemed far too heavy for her frail body. One of the boys suggested that they stop to help her.
The other protested: "We have a burden of our own to worry about. Let us be on our way."The objector hurried on while the other stayed behind to give aid to the aged woman. Along the road, from day to day, he found others who also needed help. A blind man took him miles out of his way, and a lame man slowed him to a cripple's walk.
Eventually he did reach his father's advisor, where he secured his own burden and started home with it safely on his shoulders. When he arrived at the palace, his brother met him at the gate, and greeted him with dismay.
His brother said, "I don't understand. I told our father the burden was too heavy to carry. How were you able to do it?"The future king replied thoughtfully, "I suppose when I helped others carry their burdens, I found the strength to carry my own."
tOok tHis fRoM Maureen's blOg.
i tHoUght it wAs pRetty.. iNspiRiNg?
=)
yupp!
aNywAys, iM pRetty lOst tHiS fEw dAys.
lOtx oF tHoUgHts.
liFe cAn bE rEally cOmpliCatEd, hEy?
-shrugs
lEaRn pArkiNg tOdAy.
nOt lEaRnt.
yupp!
pArkiNg's dArN HARD!
...
dRiviNg's likE 10 tiMes eAsiEr plEaSe.
iM sAstiFiEd witH my dRiviNg sKills..
bUt mY pArkiNg?
lEt's cHaNgE tOpiC, sHall wE?
*lolx*
yupp! i nEeD mOrE pRactiCe!
aNd suNdAy's pErfEct!
cOz mAlls aRe clOsEd. =)
dAt mEaNs nO cArS!
yupp! wAs lEaRniNg pArkiNg @ Winthrop Village.
i'vE fiNiShEd rEadiNg tHe 2 Dan Brown nOvEls
i lOaNeD fRoM tHe liBrAry.
i rEaliSed Dan Brown's nOvEls..
aRe aCtuAlly pAiNfully siMilAr.
Deception Point similar to Digital Fortress
Angels & Demons similar to The Da Vinci Code
sO muCh sO dAt u cAn guEss wAt's gOnNa hApPeN!
oF cOs, wHeN u jUz rEaD oNe oF hiS bOoKs,
u'll fiNd it exCitiNg aNd full oF twiSts tHoUgH.
oNe mOrE wEek oF hOls lEft.
hOls aSsiGnMeNt aRe sTill uNtOuChEd!
i gOttA stArt lAtEr!
=X
rEcEivEd a E-card fRoM Nic!
*smiles
miNd's sTill sOmEwHeRe elSe.
tHiNkiNg aBt tHe iMpOsSiBlE.
wiSh iM iN a iNtElliGeNcE aGeNcy!
*lolx*
alRigHty.
bOriNg eNtRy aGaiN?
oH wElls.. itx nOt hApPeNiNg tHis fEw dAy!
You Must Be A Thief!
Where Are You?
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
1:59 PM
Friday, July 08, 2005
tiReD
*yAwNz*
yupp! iM rEally tiReD!
i wOnDeR iF it's my fReQueNt gOiNg oUt
oR my stAyiNg uP lAtE rEadiNg nOvEls?
*lolx*
aNyhOw, tHe pOiNt iS..
IM DAMN TIRED!
wEnt fOr Fremantle Prison Torchlight Tour oN wEd.
06/07/2005.
witH 7 otHeR lAdiEs! '''--
fOrtuNatEly, nOt muCh sCrEaMiNg fRoM tHiS 7!
*lolx*
anw, itx Shu Yin's biRtHdAy oN dAt dAY tOo!
sO yupp! Happy Birthday!
tHe tOuR wAs pRetty fuN aNd.. exCitiNg!
gOttA bRiNg siS tHeRe wHeN sHe jOiN uS fRm Swiss iN Oct.
gOttA bRiNg Nic alOnG tOo!
*gRiNz*
tOok tHe tAxi hOmE.
cAbby wAs niCe.
*smiles
alRigHty, iM oBviOusly still tiReD.
& lAzy tO typE.
iM COLD tOo!
yupp!
itx fReEziNg.
Metro Perth wAs likE 0.2 dEgrEes tHe otHeR mOrniNg!
sOmE tOwN sOutH wAs likE -4 dEgReEs!
aNd fRoSt wAs evErywHeRe!
cOoL, huH?
London.
gOt bOmBeD by tErrOriSts.
hOpE cOuSiN kl, uNclE & auNty's fiNe.
iM sUrE tHey aRe!
*siGh*
wOnDer wAt G8 will dO nExt.
"An Eye For An Eye Makes The Whole World Blind"
alRigHty..
gOttA gO rEst nOw
*beams
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
11:20 PM
Sunday, July 03, 2005
yEstErdAy & tOdAy. @ Freo!
itx gOnNa bE pRetty lOng.
sO hEys. itx pOiNt fOrM!
hehe.
yEstErdAy.
i hAvE tOuR guiDe qUalitiEs?
my fReNz cAmE tO Perth witH hEr 3 otHer fReNz.
fOr hOlidAy!
mEet tHeM uP @ tHeiR hOstEl.
wEnt fOr bReAkfAst.
wEnt tO bOuGht tiCkEts @ Queensgate.
wEnt tO Fremantle Markets.
sHoppiNg! =)
wEnt tO tHe Shipwreck Museum.
pRetty iNtErEstiNg.
wEnt tO Cicerello's fOr luNcH.
Cicerello's iS WA's no.1 Fish n Chips stOrE!
bEaCh.
Round House.
bAck tO Queensgate.
wAtChEd Heffalump!
iNtErEstiNg mOviE!
niCe sOuNdtRaCk!
Eshed Markets.
sHoppiNg.
my hOuSe.
diNnEr!
muMmy dRovE tHeM bAcK tO Freo.
i dRovE bAcK!
*wiNkz
tOdAy.
piCkEd Nicole up.
wEnt tO tHe Murdoch Uni bUstOp.
L21 TAG Reps gOiNg tO tHe wEddiNg.
Divya fOllOwEd uS.
hAd luNcH @ Eshed Markets.
sEaRch fOr tHe Uni of Notre Dame cHaPeL.
The Wedding!
pRetty niCe!
lEft wHeN itx tiMe fOr tHe tEa rEcEptiOn.
sAw tHis cUtE lil bOy ruNniNg aRd at tHe tEa rEcEptiOn.
wEnt tO Baskin Robins fOr iCe cReAm!
wEe!
Divya wAnts tO gO tO tHe Round House.
sO yupp.
bOuGht a bOoK at tHis 2nd hAnD bOoksHop.
Fremantle Markets.
wAlkEd aRd.
wEnt tO Fremantle Train Station tO wAit fOr
Nicole's pArEnts tO piCk uS uP.
wElcOmEd by Nic's dAd's
"Whoever scratch the new car will have to wash it for the rest of the year."
*lolx*
Nic's dAd = fuNny.
Nic's muM = niCe.
GOD. i lOvE hEr pArEntS!
hOmE.
2 dAys @ Freo!
*sMilEs
tiRed bUt pRetty fuN!
Saturday.tHe gAls!
mOrE pHotoS!
nEw fReNz!
Sunday.
LUNCH! yum!
The Wedding. =)
rEtArd ME! Nicole.
uNexpEctEd suPriSe! aiN't hE CUTE?
=)
still the same.|
10:41 PM
Saturday, July 02, 2005
Bad Day
"Bad Day"
David Powter
Where is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on
Stand in the line just ahead of the law
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carrying on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing it turns out wrong
You might not make it back
And you know that you could be well oh that strong
Well I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
11:14 PM
Friday, July 01, 2005
Are U Ready?
"Put Your Arms Around Me"
Texas
Are you ready maybe
Are you willing to run
Are you ready to let yourself drown
Are you holding your breath
Are you ready or not
Are you ready maybe
Do you long to confess
Do you feel that you're already numb
Are you sure of yourself
Would you lie if you're not
You tire me out
Don't wanna let that happen
A secret scream so loud
Why did you let that happen
Ooh ooh so put your arms around me
You let me believe that you are someone else
Ooh ooh cause only time can take you
So let me believe
That I am someone else
Maybe, are you ready to break
Do you think that I push you too far
Would you open yourself
Are you reckless or not
You tire me out
Don't wanna let that happen
A secret scream so loud
Why did you let that happen
Ooh ooh so put your arms around me
You let me believe that you are someone else
Ooh ooh cause only time can take you
So let me believe
That I am someone else
That I am someone else
Sha na na na na
Sha na na na na
Sha na na na na
Sha na na na na
Sha na na na na
Sha na na na na
Sha na na na na
Sha na na na na
Sha na na na na
Ooh ooh so put your arms around me
Ooh ooh so put your arms around me
Make me believe
Take me take me
Somewhere
Somewhere
Let me believe
Cause only time can take you
So stop
hOls aRe hErE.
hApPy hOls!!
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
11:59 PM