my lifeas itis.
Friday, March 31, 2006
thank you.
thank you for showing me.
thank you for all that u've done.
thanks anyway.
i will survive.
i must.
i just hope i'll be working towards smth.
not away from smth.
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
8:42 PM
Monday, March 27, 2006
happiness is a choice. ?.
remember i said i stuffed up my chem lab so bad last week?
yeh, i actually didn't hand in my samples..
because i washed it away. =X
and so i thought it's a goner.
i went to collect my lab book with Navreen in the morning.
i received a High Distinction!
that made my day. like totally! =p
i guess they know they didn't tell us that we need to hand in the samples before hand.. so they didn't penalise me?
*shrugs*
im just so glad i maintained the grade.
good news is wat i need. =)
napped just then.
i think i had a dream?
woke up feeling depressed.
i need something to look forward to in life.
i guess.
"If You Call Out Loud
Will It Get Inside
Through The Heart Of Your Surrender
To Your Alibis
And You Can Say The Words
Like You Understand
But The Power's In Believing
So Give Yourself A Chance
'Cause You Can Climb The Highest Mountain
Swim The Deepest Sea, Hee
All You Need Is The Will To Wart It
And Uhh.. Little Self-Esteem
So Keep The Faith"
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
4:47 PM
Sunday, March 26, 2006
i prefer it my way.
as of now.. 4 people had already wish me Happy Birthday.
some 5 days & 9 hours earlier.
hmm. i guess i shld be happy that they actually remembered..
BUT. that wld mean i won't be getting presents?
haha. =p
that's a big downside, i reckon.
BOO!
last week was a pretty confusing week i wld say.
but i came to a conclusion.
i'd rather be me.
there's no point in changing myself..
to suit others.
friends who only call u when they need u..
are not ur real friends anyway.
watched Lord of War on friday.
it's a movie based on actual events.
it's actuall more of a 'society' movie..
but it's pretty good.
looks at some dark sides of human.
shucks.
i hate this.
i have things to say.
but i duno wat to say.
argh.
im off then.
"I don't need no good advice
I'm already wasted
I don't need some other life
Cold and complicated
I don't need no Sunday trips
Tea and sympathising
I don't need no special fix
To anaesthetise me"
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
2:58 PM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
tired.not just physically.
the climate took a cooler change this few days.
dj did not check the weather forecast..
and he wore a sleeveless shirt yesterday.
it wasn't cold..
until.. it rained!
yeh.. i didn't even know it was raining..
until my human bio tutorial ended..
& as i walked out of the ANHB building..
the rain greeted me.
i made a dash to the bus-stop.
which is some 10 mins away.
(UWA is huge)
yeh.. so by the time i board the bus..
i was all drenched.
so i was like freezing all the way to the busport.
haha. it was an air-con bus, u see.
so dj is a lil smarter today. =)
he wore a long sleeve shirt.
with long pants.
so he's pretty warm.
calculus test this morning was horrible.
i just hope i can pass.
it's all i ask for.
chem lab was the usual.
disaster.
i really stuffed up this time tho.
=(
i got a High Distinction for my last lab..
which i dun think i'll be getting for today's lab.
am tired.
whatever will be will be.
can't be bothered too much this week already.
when u give too much..
and not getting enough in return..
u'll be really drained.
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
7:18 PM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
and so.. i'll wait.
didn't do much today.
although i really should.
i just did some iLectures.
when i shld also be preparing for my tests next week.
just when i thought Summer is gone..
temperatures have to soar once more.
today is like 36 degrees. =/
when will i be able to enjoy the cool climate again?
hmm.
i hope i won't be complaining of the cold then. =p
but being cold is better than being hot, i think. =))
anyhow..
i convinced people who do Psychology will really go crazy.
im sure Chris will agree with me on that one.
we're pretty much on the same boat.
i just hope i'll stay sane.
fortunately, i don't do Psych.
or i'm sure i'll be locked up by now.
i have to learn to take things as they come.
and not be too hopeful of the future.
im turning 18 soon!
but somehow.. im not so excited now.
*shrugs*
update soon.
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
8:01 PM
Saturday, March 18, 2006
so entrapped.
i just realised i've not been updating for quite some time.
things are pretty routine nowadays.
home -> uni.
uni -> home.
im getting busier as uni moves toward week 4.
i have a lab quiz for Human Biology I on wed..
a in-class test for Calculus B on Thurs..
& there are assignments due every week..
& then i have an Econs essay due soon.
ahh. im always complaining.
perhaps i shld just shut up.
anyhow.. i was planning to go watch RENT, the movie.
was checking the schedule on the Hoyts website..
when i realised.. they are not showing it anymore! =(
i'll prolly check out Piccadilly sometime soon.
hope they'll be showing it.
ytd was friday.
thus, late night shopping in the city.
the group of us went in 2 cars.
the guys in one, and the girls in the other.
expectedly, the guys reached 1st. =p
and while waiting for the girls..
we went to get Thames's stuff.
we were actually waiting for the girls to call us..
but we got impatient and so we called them.
it turns out that they are already in the city..
and are doing their own shopping!!
LOL.
i gotta run for now.
will try to update soon.
when will that day be?
desperately waiting for it.
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
8:01 PM
Saturday, March 11, 2006
When It All Falls Apart.
went straight home after uni ytd.
then decided to stay at home.
yeh. have some lil quiet moments to myself.
and so i watched DVDs.
Cosi is pretty good peeps. =))
sometimes people can change one's life.
sometimes mentally impaired people can change ur life.
well, i wld just say it's one meaningful film.
i have the DVD until 22/03/2006
so peeps, if u guys wanna watch it..
tell me.
we cld have a movie night or smth aye?
hehe
Cosi
the pace in uni is really fast.
yeh.. leaving me with heaps of stuff to do!
im really worried abt my Chemistry tho.
yeh.. i really have to put in more effort into that. =/
Uni has sort of taken my life away.
haha. i didn't even know the movie RENT is out!
until a friend told me on Msn.
anw, RENT is a musical turned into film..
so yeh, it shld be pretty cool.
i'll have to try to catch it one of these days!
anyone interested? *wiNkz*
oh wells.
i gotta go for now.
will try to update soon!!
Everything is F***ed up
Straight from the heart
Tell me, what do you do
When it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up
Where do I start
Coz I can't turn to you
When it all falls apart
No. . .
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
6:57 PM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
"Thurday Blues"
yeh. i reckon i'll not like Thursdays too much this semester.
today is so tiring!
someone, save me! =/
today is my 8am - 5pm day.
yeh, i was in uni all that time.
i left home at 7am. reached home at ard 6.30pm.
that's nearly 12 hours out!
i cld have reached home earlier..
but 5pm is like the peak hour..
so.. the traffic's pretty bad.
from uni, it's usually abt 10 mins to Esplanade Busport.
but today.. it took me 30 mins!
the bus's like stucked in seas of cars. bumper to bumper.
i had Chem Lab today.
it's freaking 3 hours long.
but yet, there's soo much to do.
there's like 6 sections to complete..
and i have 2 sections incomplete. =/
wait. make that 3. yeh. =(
i shld really have speed things up..
coz Chris & Navreen has already warned me.
they have an earlier session, u see.
*sigh*
chem lab really takes the lot outta me.
i can't believe i'll have chem lab EVERY week.
haha. oh wells. i'll grow to accept it.
anyhow, im really glad i have some great friends.
u see, it's compulsory to wear lab coats during lab sessions.
for Human Bio, the School of ANHB provides us with coats..
but for Chem, we gotta provide for ourselves.
i was actually contemplating whether to buy the coat or not..
when Chris actually suggested we can share.
Chris takes Human Bio and Chem as well..
but our lab sessions are different! =/
so yeh, he told me not to buy..
and that we cld share. =)
and then.. i met Amanda..
she told me she has this lab coat she's not using.
she bought it when she was in Murdoch College.
yeh. and she said she could give it to me. =))
heh. it's great to have friends like this.
espc. when ur me.
haha. thank gawd they are there..
constantly helping me out. =]
at least something heart warming happened today aye.
but still, im not looking forward to Thursdays..
unless it's a Uni Holiday.
NOTE: im no longer looking fwd to Public Holidays..
coz.. they may not necessary be Uni Holidays! =(
haha. wierd hey?
im tired.
so im out for now.
will update soon. hopefully. =))
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
8:17 PM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
one week!
wOot!
i've survived the 1st week of semester 1. =))
all in all..
the 1st week was pretty good.
largely due to the fact that Chem Labs will only start next week..
Econs Tutorial will only start in week 3..
that really means abt 5 hours off for week 1!
and good luck to me for next week onwards. heh
also, im really glad people like Amanda, Anne, Chris, Raymond, Sharon, Thames are in UWA as well. yea, it's great to have some high school friends ard. =)
we are already bombarded with heaps of work!
yea. i reckon i'll spend most on my weekend on it. =/
and the weather is not helping!
although it's suppose to be Autumn now..
i feel that its getting hotter!
today is yet another 37 degrees..
and 38 is expected tmr!
all i hope is it will be cooler on Monday.
coz it's a bad day for me already.
u see.. Monday is Labour Day here.
which is a public holiday..
BUT. not a university holiday!!
UWA does not recognise Labour Day as a hol!
but the rest of Perth does.
the buses will all be running on Public Holiday timetable..
and because of that..
i don't think i'll make it in time for my 8am lecture!
not good. not good at all.
oh wells. i'll figure smth out.
hmm.. i'll update soon.
heh, lazy to type wat happened in the past week..
coz heaps did. =)
it made me realise..
how fake people can be.
ur not bigger than this, not better!
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
9:10 PM