my lifeas itis.
Friday, April 29, 2005
Endless Road?
"Untitled"
Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading awayI'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
tHiS sOnG iS aVaiLaBlE oN my jUkEbOx.
aNw, i hAvE rEfReShEd my jUkEbOx.
sOmE nEw sOnGs.
cHeCk it oUt.
cHoOsE tHe sOnG u wAnT tO hEaR & Play it!
i hAvE bEeN oN a rOllEr-cOaStEr riDe iN wEeK 1 oF tErM 2.
qUitE aBit oF tHiNgs hAd hApPeNeD.
yupp.
sOmEhOw.
it mAdE mE rEaliSeD.
i'vE cHaNgEd.
i wAs tAlkiNg tO a fReNz bAcK iN s'pOrE eArliEr.
aNd i sUdDeNly miSsEd mE.
tHe olD mE.
oH wElls.
hAd cHeM tEst tOdAy.
fEeL sO gUiLty nOw.
i wEnT iNtO tHe lEctUrE tHeAtRe tOtAlly UNPREPARED.
tHeRe's a hiGh cHaNcE i'll fAiL.
aNd i wAs tElliNg Saf.
"I've got a good feeling that I'll fail"
Saf wAs cOnFuSeD wHy i sAiD it wAs a gOoD fEeLiNg.
hAhAx.
i tHiNk itx jUsT mY lAcK oF vOcAb.
tHeRe's 2 Human Bio aSsEssMeNts nExt wEeK.
1 ELACS aSsEsSeMeNt.
aNd i rEaLLy nEeD tO dO wEll iN tHoSe 2.
eXaMs iS cOmiNg.
rEaL sOoN.
wEeKeNds.
i gUeSs i nEeD tO uSe tHeM wiSeLy.
Hollzz.. hAvE fuN @ King's.
eNjOy tHe sWeEtNeSs. =)
Nicole bOuGht mE sMtH fRoM HK wHeN sHe wEnT tHeRe fOr hOliDaYs!
aPpReCiAtE it lOtx!
tHaNks, niC!
iM wOnDeRiNg iF i sHld uSe tHe wAllet oN mOn.
btw, mY fReNz tHoUgH it wAs my biRtHdAy. "- -
tH3^oNe iS dOwN.
dOwN. dOwN dOwN.
OUT.
I'll Make A Wish For You
& Hope It Will Come True
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
9:21 PM
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
sChOoL...
cHeM tEsT oN fRi!
& iM sO NOT pRePaReD.
an & i wAs tHiNkiNg oF a sTuDy gRp.
i duN miNd a sTuDy gRp.
iN fAct.. i nEeD oNe.
my cHeM iS sO DEAD.
bUt.
aRgHx. i sHld nOt hAvE diScUsSeD it iN cHeM cLaSs.
dAt cAuSeD mOrE pEePs tO bE iN tHe sTuDy gRp.
aNd tHe vEnUe tUrNeD oUt tO bE my pLaCe.
duN wAnt sO mAnY pEePs at mY pLaCe.
eSpC. tHoSe iM nOt cLoSe witH.
bUt hOw aM i gOiNg tO rEjEcT tHeM?
*hAix*
oH wElls.
gUeSs i'll tAlk witH an lAtEr. =Z
nOw.. bAcK tO CHEMISTRY! . . .
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
4:03 PM
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
bAcK tO sChOoL
tErM 2 oFFiCiAlly stArtEd tOdAy.
tiReD.
*lolx*
i wAnt mY hOls!!
bUt itx gOoD tO bE bAcK iN sChOoL aGaiN.
witH fReNz aNd sTuFF.
rEcEivEd my '1st pAcKaGe' fRoM Wei Ning tOdAy.
mY Simple Plan CD & stAtiOnEriEs!
yAy!
tHx lOtx, Wei Ning!
iM litSeNiNg tO tHe CD nOw.
hAhAx..
hEaRd Claire miSsEd hEr fLiGht.
*cOnFuSeD*
bUt sHe's bAcK iN Perth alReAdy.
sOmE1 wHo pRoMiSeD mE tO wOrK hArD iSn't iN sChOoL tOdAy.
gOnNa stRaNglE hiM iF i sEe hiM tMr.
wEll.. aFtEr i nOe wHy at lEaSt.
*lolx*
eXaMs iN 5 wEeKs tiMe.
i nEeD tO wOrK hArD.
cHeM tEst tHiS fRi!!
oH wElls. hAd fuN duRiNg cHeM cLaSs tOdAy.
witH Chris & Weai Jiet.
hAhAx.. u gUyS bEttEr wAtCh uR PCs iF tHeY aRe sittiNg nExt tO u.
hAhAx. oR eLsE u wiLL eNd uP stArtiNg uR PC oVeR & oVeR aGaiN.
*lolx*
aNd i rEaliSed Chris & mE dO hAvE tHiNgs iN cOmMoN.
at lEaSt oUr fAmiLy.
oH wElls.
aSsEmBly wAs aBt Anzac Day.
itx wAs sOleMn.
oHx.
tHeRe's a cHaNgE iN tiMe-tAblE!
& i lOsT oNe sTuDy pEriOd!!
hAhAx.. i hAvE bEeN rAntiNg aBt tHis tHe wHoLe dAy.
i wAnT sTuDy pEriOds!!
hAhAx... oH wElls.. aNd i gOt oNe eXtRa pEriOd oF Applic. Maths
bUt tHaNk gOd.. itx nOt Chem! =X
Mr Fisher gAvE mE sOmE bOoKlEts.
hOpEfUlly, tHoSe will hElp mE dEciDe tHe cOuRsE dAt i'll bE dOiNg iN Uni.
i nEeD tO dEciDe by October!!
GOD!
kEkE. iM tiReD.
hAvE tO rEst b4 dOiNg sOmE wOrK.
=)
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
4:45 PM
Saturday, April 23, 2005
One In Love
"One In Love"
A1
Have you seen your sunset,
Fade beneath a rain cloud
Have you ever chased your dreams away
Did you ever think that,
Life was just a highway
A never ending road of lonely days
There are times we cry
And reach out to the sky
For the strength we need
To hold our head up high
All we have to do now,
Is love one another
Sisters and brothers,
Can all live as one
And all we have to do now,
Is show one another
We all need each other,
To live as one in love
Have you seen a sunrise,
Promising you daylight
When all you need is shelter from the storm
Have you ever felt that,
Love was just an island
You can't survive on love all on your own
There are times when I,
Need to reach inside
For the strength i need,
To hold my head up high
All we have to do now,
Is love one another
Sisters and brothers,
Can all live as one
And all we have to do now,
Is show one another
We all need each other,
To live as one in love
If we push aside the blame,
For the tears and the pain
You know love can reign,
And the world will smile again
If we push aside the blame,
For the tears and the pain
You know love can reign,
And the world will smile again
The world will smile again
*chorus*
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oH wElls.. i duN hAvE muCh tO sAy.
sO, iNstEaD i bLoG a sOnG.
wEll.. fOr tHe 1st tiMe,
tHis sOnG dAt iM bLoGgiNg dOeS nOt
hAvE diReCt rElEvAnCe tO my liFe.
hMm.. i jUsT fEeL likE bLoGgiNg it.
fOr my "bRotHeRs" & "siStEr"
hAhAx. bUt tHeN aGaiN,
i dOn't tHiNk an & fir wiLL rEaD my bLoG.
aNd hollzz hAs aLrEaDy sEeN tHe lyRicS..
sO itx a lil pOiNtlEsS.
*lolx*
oH wElls..
i miGht aS wEll puBliSh tHiS pOst.
sO dAt my fReNz cAn sEe tHiS piEcE oF lyRiCs tOo.
i tHiNk tHe lyRicS aRe niCe.
sO fReNz.. tAkE a lOoK, yupp?
itx sAtuRdAy.
stAyEd at hOmE.
iM glAd i diD sOmE wOrK.
bUt MConline's dOwN!
*hMpF*
dRivE iN tHe aFtErNoOn.
hOpE tO hit tHe mOrE mAjOr rOaDs sOoN.
cUrReNtly, iM jUsT ciCrliNg my eStAtE.
oH wElls.. sOmE dAy.
tAlkEd tO LOADS oF pEePs oN MSN tOdAy.
i nEvEr tHoUgHt pEePs wLd wAnT tO tAlk tO mE.
oHx.. iM gOnNa miSs tHe luNcH @ Hanisha's plAcE tMr!
*dRoOlz*
iM gOiNg tO tHe tEmplE tO hElp oUt tMr.
sO i hAvE tO givE it a miSs.
Hanisha, sOrRy!
I Feel So Wierd.
So Not-Me.
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
10:24 PM
Thursday, April 21, 2005
FLY. FLYING. FLOWN.
wEnT tO tHe aiRpOrt iN tHe mOrNiNg.
my dAd's gOiNg bAcK hOmE.
bEfOrE lEaviNg fOr Switzerland aGaiN.
iMaGeS oF The Pacifier flOwiNg tHrOuGh my hEaD.
oH wElls..
5 mOntHs wiLL pAsS iN nO tiMe.
gOt a SHOCK oF my liFe wHeN i rEcEivE my pHoNe biLL jUsT nOw.
i tHiNk itx likE wAt i pAy iN a yEaR fOr my mObiLe iN s'pOrE.
iM sEriOuS.
i hAvE tO aNalySe my biLL lAtEr.
WRSS's [my sEcOndAry sChoOl bAcK iN s'pOrE] ELDSS iS gOiNg tO tHe SYF [Singapore Youth Festival] Central Judging tOdAy.
itx a fiRsT tiMe fOr WRSS's ELDDS.
hOw i wiSh wE hAd pArtiCipAtE iN SYF wHeN i wAs iN rEigN.
aH.. tHoSe dAys.
jUst cAmE bAcK fRoM Winthrop Village witH muMmy.
sAw Mr Fisher & Mr Quek tHeRe.
hAd a sHoRt cHaT.
oHx.. Mr Fisher's eXpEctiNg mE iN hiS oFFiCe nExt wEeK.
oH wElls.. i tAlkEd tOo muCh, eHx?
dRovE my cAr iN tHe lAtE mOrniNg.
i wAs dRiviNg witH mOrE sPeEd [& cOnfiDeNcE?] tOdAy.
tRiEd dRiviNg aRd tHe rOuNd-aBoUts tOdAy.
i wAnT tO mAstEr dRiviNg.. sOoN.
So Much To Tell...
Yet Nothing To Say...
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
1:48 PM
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Yesterday..
wEnT tO city ytd tO cAtCh a mOviE.
wAtChEd The Pacifier witH Safuan, Firdaus, Holly & (?Valee?).
itx a gOoD mOviE.
at lEaSt bEttEr tHaN Guess Who iN mY oPiNiOn.
tHeRe aRe pArtS dAt mAkE u lAuGh aNd tHeRe aRe tHe sEriOuS pArtS tOo.
i eNjOyEd tHe mOviE.
i tHiNk tHe mOviE aFFeCts mE qUitE aBit.
eSpEciAlly aFtEr tHe 'bOmBiNg" ytd.
*hAix* sHaN't eLaBorAtE mUcH.
oHx oHx.
tHe gUyS rEfuSed tO lEt mE tReAt tHeM tO mOviEs.
wHeN an oFteN tReAt mE tO sTuFF.
aRgHx!
oH wElls.. nExt tiMe..
aFtEr tHe mOviEs.
wE wEnT tO hAvE plAy pOoL.
iM gLaD i'vE iMpRovEd rElAtivEly.
at lEaSt i diDn't mEsSeD tHe gAmE uP, eHx?
tOoK tHe bUs bAcK witH an.
tAlkeD aBt.. sTuFF.
aNd sOmE oF it sEts mE tHiNkiNg.
sO mUcH sO dAt i gAvE tHe wRoNg diReCtiOns wHeN an's bRo wAs sEnDiNg mE hOmE.
GAWD. itx wAs eMbArAsSiNg.
bUt iM sTiLL tHiNkiNg aBt sOmE sTuFF.
wAs oN tHe pHoNe witH Firdaus lAst nitE.
itx wiErD dAt tHiNgs sMtiMeS hApPeNeD siMultAnEouSly tO tHe bOtH oF uS.
dOn't tHiNk i'll bE tOwN-iNg aNyMoRe fOr tHe rEsT oF tHe hOls.
itx tiMe dAt i stArt tO dO sOmE wOrK.
yupp...
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
1:21 PM
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
"BOMBED"
lOoKs liKe mAnY pEePs gOt 'bOmBeD' tOdAy.
at lEaSt mE & Firdaus did.
eNjOyEd my aFtErNoOn tHoUgH.
wiLL uPdAte aGaiN.
gtg..
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
9:45 PM
. . .
iM oNe luCky sOuL.
iM a hApPy mAn.
wEnT iNtO city oN sAtuRdAy.
tO stuDy!
yEs, tO sTuDy!
bUt sTuDyiNg cAn bE fuN.
iF u hAvE a sTuDy gRp likE oUrS. =)
iM gLaD dAt Safuan, Firdaus & Holly aGrEeD tO gO tO tHe State Library of Western Australia.
evEn tHouGh an's & fir's rEaSoNs fOr cOmiNg iS a lil diSaPpoiNtiNg, iM rEaLLy hApPy dAt tHeY cAmE.
at lEaSt tHeY diD sOmE wOrK.
*lolx*
i hAvE bEeN nAgGiNg at tHeM tO stArT oN tHeiR hOliDay aSsiGnMeNts aNd nOt tO cOpy & sTuFF.. sO yupp.. hAhAx..
wE wErE sUpPoSe tO mEet at 11.40 sO wE cAn at 12.
bUt wE eNdEd mEetiNg at 12 iNstEaD. oBviOuSly, dAt pRovEs tO bE EARLY fOr sOmE oF uS.
*bLeAhx*
aFtEr sTuDyiNg, tHeRe's rEwArDiNg tiMe, yupp?
wE luNcH-ed aT NorthBridge bEfOrE gOiNg tO PotBlack fOr a sHoRt gAmE oF Pool.
hMm.. i mAy nEvEr tOuCh Pool aGaiN.
hAhAx.. pLayiNg witH 3 pRos cAn bE rEally sTrEsSfuL.
bUt tHey wEre pAtiEnt witH mE.
vErY pAtiEnT.
aNd gReAt tEaChErS tOo.
an & fir pAiD fOr oUr gAmE.
witH sOmE lAmE eXcuSe dAt tHeY lOsT.. "--
an's fAmiLy dRovE mE hOmE.
hiS siStEr sUrE kNoWs hEr wAy aRd Perth!
sHe diDn't uSe tHe Freeway at aLL.
iNstEad, sHe uSeD tHe Highways tO rEtuRn tO Murdoch.
i dEfiNitEly cAn't rEmEmbEr tHe rOaDs sHE uSed.
aNw, an hAvE a niCe fAmiLy.
rEaChEd hOmE iN tiMe fOr a diNnEr.
tHe gUeStS aRe lAtE!
sO mUcH fOr aLL tHe rUsHiNg!
*lolx*
bUt it wAs a niCe diNnEr.
i wAs lAuGhiNg all tHe wAy.
itx nOt uNuSuAl iF u nOe wHo aRe tHe gUeSts.
suNdAy.
wEnt tO Swan Valley witH mY fAmiLy.
i cAmE bAcK witH 2 bOttlEs oF rEd wiNeS, 1 bOttLe oF wHitE wiNe & 1 bOttlE oF wHitE pOut tO my fAmiLy's viNtAgE cOllEctioN.
wE aLsO wEnT tO The Margaret River Chocolate Factory.
tHeY hAvE a bRaNcH iN Swan Valley.
aNd i rEally eNjOyEd my sTaY tHeRe!
any cHoCoLatEs fAnAtiCs wOuLd!
hAhAx.. yummy!
i hAvE tO viSit tHe HQ iN Margaret River sOmEdAy.
=p
mOnDaY!
yAy!
i'vE gOt mY L-PLATES!
hAhAx.. i tHoUgHt i wAs gOiNg tO fAiL wHeN i cAmE oUt oF tHe cOmpUtEr rOoM sO wHeN tHe lAdY aT tHe cOuNtEr tOld mE i pAsSeD.. i wAs pRaCtiCally ovEr tHe mOoN!
hAhAx.
i wAs eXcitEd tHe wHoLe dAy mAn!
cOz my pArEnts tAuGhT mE dRiviNg iN tHe aFtErNoOn!
i wAs oNly dRiviNg aRd my eStAtE tHoUgH.
aNd vErY sLoWly.
bUt hAhAx.. witH my Ls, i cAn dRivE oN mOsT rOaDs.
my nExt tArGet.. P-Plates!
=p
wEnt tO Murdoch Uni Gym at 3pm tO plAy bAdmiNtOn.
Firdaus's iNvitAtiOn.
an, hollzz & otHer MC pEePs wErE aLsO aRd.
hAd fuN.
aLtHoUgH i duN eXcEl iN bAdmiNtOn.
wAs sUpPoSe tO gO tO Nicole's plAcE iN tHe eVeNiNg.
sO i rUshEd bAcK hOme aFtEr tHe gAmE.
bUt.. sMtH cRoPpEd uP sO i diDn't gO iN tHe eNd.
sOrRy nic!
i'd lOvE tO kNoW aLL tHe aDvEntuRes u hAd wHiLe iN HK!
hOpE u hAd fuN lAst niGhT & eNjOyEd uRsElf.
sOrRy!
tOdAy.
hAs jUz bEguN!
iM gOiNg tO tHe city lAtEr witH an, fir & hollzz.
tO cAtCh a mOviE.
lAst wEek, fir & me bRoUgHt sOmE oF oUr fReNz aLoNg.
i wOndEr iF i'll gEt tO mEeT nEw pEePs tOdAy.
stAriNg at tHe cLoCk nOw.
i hAvE tO cAll an lAtEr.
itx a 'Morning Call'
hAhAx..
*bLeAhx*
i sEe i hAvE wRittEn qUitE a bit.
bUt dAt pRolly sHoWs i diD eNjOyEd mYsElf iN tHe pAst fEw dAys.
anw, i wAs oRgAniSiNg my mObiLe's Inbox & Sent Text Items fOldErs.
gUeSs wHiCh 3 pEePs' nAmEs i kEpt sEeiNg?
hAhAx.. i diDn't kNow i tExt dAt mUcH & vice-vErsA!
bUt iM gLaD i diD.
gOoD fReNz duN cOmE bY eAsily.
iM a hApPy mAn.
iM oNe lUcKy sOuL.
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
8:47 AM
Friday, April 15, 2005
I-M-POSSIBLE
Impossible is just a big word
thrown around by small men
who find it easier to live in the
world they've been given than
to explore the power they have
to change it. Impossible is not
a fact. It's an opinion. Impossible
is not a declaration. It's a dare.
Impossible is potential. Impossible
is temporary.
Impossible is NOTHING.
Addidas
Credits:
Safuan Abdul Ghapur
Saf tOld mE dAt oN Wed..
wEnT tO Rottnest Island ytd.
it wAs sO uNeXpEctEd.
i tHoUgHt it wAs iMpOsSibLe fOr tO gO.
bUt. hEys.
i mAnAgEd tO oVeRcOmE tHe 'diFFiCuLtiEs' aNd wEnT oN tHe Rottnest Trip.
wEnT tO sChOoL @ 7.30 am tO mEeT Mr Quek.
bUt hE wAs lAtE.
aPpArEntly it wAs Tatchai & Ryan wHo cAuSeD hiM tO bE lAtE.
aNw, wE ruShEd tO Fremantle tO cAtCh tHe 8.30 am fErRy tO Rottnest Island.
wE mAdE it. aLL 29 oF uS. =)
tHe fErRy riDe tO Rottnest wAsN't rEally lOng.
it wAs pRolly aBt 1/2 hOur.
wHeN wE rEaChEd tHe iSlAnD, Mr Quek bRoUgHt uS tO The Mall sO dAt tHoSe wHo hAvE nOt tAkEn bReAkfAsT cAn hAvE a qUiCk bitE.
Mr Quek sAw Nisa nOt bUyiNg aNy fOoD & wHeN hE kNeW Nisa diDn't hAvE bReAkfAsT, hE gAvE hEr 1/2 oF tHe bReAd hE bOuGht.
aFtEr dAt, wE wEnT tO tHe biCyCle sHoP.
aNd it wAs a pRetTy bAd eXpErieNcE.
aS u gUyS nOe, i cAn't riDe a biKe.. yEt.
sO wAt Mr Quek diD wAs dAt hE gOt tHoSe wHo cAn't riDe biKes attAchEd tO tHoSe wHo cAn.
aNd sO wE rEntEd tHe Tandem Bicycles.
aNd cArRy oN witH tHe biKe hiKe.
Tatchai wAs mY pArtNer.
hAhAx. fElt kiNda bAd tHoUgH, hAviNg tO mAkE mE 'fEtCh' mE aRd.
aLtHoUgH i diD cOnTriButE iN pEdDliNg, Tatchai dEfiNitEly hAvE tO pUt iN mOrE eNeRgY dAt tHoSe wHo rOdE aLoNe.
sO tHaNks Tatchai. =Z
oHx.. bAcK tO tHe biKe hiKe.
it sUrE wAs tiRiNg!
wE wEnT uPhiLL deN dOwNhiLL.. deN uPhiLL aGaiN aNd bAcK dOwNhiLL.. aNd dAt wAs hOw tHe rOad at Rottnest iS!
my lEgs nOw aChEs. aNd sO iS mY bUtt.
yupp. wE cyClEd fOr hOuRs.. mOrE tHaN 10 kms!
aFtEr aLL tHe biKe hikE, wE wEnT tO hAvE luNcH bAcK at The Mall.
aFtEr eAtiNg, wE hAd sOmE iNtErActiOn witH tHe Quokkas!
tHey aRe tHe diStAnt rElAtivEs oF kAnGaRoOs [ i tHiNk ] aNd Rottnest iS tHeiR hOmE.
tHe nAmE Rottnest cAmE fRoM tHeM!
aNd wE wEnT tO tHe bEaCh tO pLaY witH wAtEr [& sAnD] aFtErwArDs.
tHe wAtEr iS COLD! it sHld bE cOz itx The Indian Ocean's wAtErS.
btw, dAt wAs tHe 1st tiMe iM iN oCeaN's wAtErs..
altHoUgH i cAn't sWiM [iM pRaCtiCally tHe jOkE oF tHe dAy lArx] i sTiLL pLayEd iN tHe wAtEr lArx.
tHaNks gUyS. fOr tRyiNg tO gEt mE iNtO tHe wAtEr.
*lolx*
tHeY gOt mE tO tAkE pHoToS oF tHeM deN tRiEd tO gEt mE wEt. "--
nvm, i eNjOyEd mYsElf anw. =)
dAt wAs rAtHeR dEtAilEd, eHx?
it cOuLd hAvE bEeN mOrE fuN iF Safuan tuRnS uP.
hE eNcOuRagEd mE tO gO.. bUt hE hiMsElf diDn't tUrN uP.
hOpE nOtHiNg's gOnE wRoNg tHoUgH..
aLritE. DINNER's rEaDy!
i tOld u.. iM gRowiNg hOriZoNtAlly wHeN my dAd's hErE!!
oHx oHx.. Nicole's bAcK fRoM HK.
hOpE u hAd fuN iN HK.
cyA sOoN!
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
5:29 PM
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Whatever Will Be Will Be.
"Whatever Will Be"
Tammin Sursok
Sometimes I feel like I'm a bird with broken wings
At times I dread my now and envy where I've been
'Cause that's when quiet wisdom takes control
At least I've got a story no one's told
(Chorus)
I finally learned to say
Whatever will be will be
I learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land
These days it feels naive to put your faith in hope
To imitate a child, fall backwards on the snow
'Cause that's when fears will usually lead you blind
And now I try to under-analyse
(Chorus)
Is the rope I walk wearing thin?
Is the life I love caving in?
Is the weight on your mind
A heavy black bird caged inside?
Say
Whatever will be will be
Take
The good, the bad
Just breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land
I finally learned to say
Whatever will be will be
I learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
Thing like that are never in your hands
No one knows if shooting stars will land
i cAn't dOwNlOaD tHe mUsiC aNd hOsT it fOr u gUyS cOz i duN hAvE mY OWN PC yEt.. i'll gEt oNe lApPy dAt i cAn cAlleD MINE wHeN i hAvE sAvEd eNoUgH.
i hOpE dAt wiLL bE iN a cOuPlE oF mOnThs.
aNw.. bAcK tO tHe sOnG. aGaiN, i dOn't kNoW wHy.
i jUz liKe tHiS sOnG.
tHe lyRiCs.
i tHiNk itx pRetty tRuE lArx.
i hAvE dEfiNitEly lEaRnt aLoT iN tHe pAsT 3 mOntHs.
aLot oF tHiNgs iN diFFeReNt aSpEcTs.
aNd itx pRetty bRoAd.
itx my sChOoL hOliDaYs nOw.
sO.. i hAvE gOt lOtx oF tiMe tO tHiNk aBt tHiNgs.
*lolx*
i wOndEr iF dAt's gOoD.
bUt sTiLL..
wE aLL nEeD sOmE tiMe tO bE aLoNe aNd cLeAr sOmE tHoUgHts, eHx?
wEnT tO Joe Wee's pLaCe ytd niGht.
tO hElp hiM witH hiS bLoG.
diDn't rEaLLy dO lOtx.
bUt aT lEaSt wE gOt hiS bLoG gOiNg!
*BEAM*
hAhAx.
hAvE nOt bEeN hElpiNg fReNz witH bLoG fOr a lOnG lOnG tiMe.
iM gEttiNg rUsTy aLrEaDy.
gEez..
tHe gAnG iS gOiNg tO Rottnest Island tMr.
i cAn't gO bEcOz oF sOmE pErSoNaL cOmMitMeNts.
tOld sOme oF 'eM aLrEaDy.
*siGhEr*
u gUyS hAvE fuN, k?
jUz rEmEmbEr tO pUt oN sOmE suN-bLoCk tHoUgH.. =)
aNd tAkE lOtx aNd lOtx oF pics!
-sO mUcH tO sAy. yEt nOtHiNg tO sAy-
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
1:52 PM
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Tuesday = Movie Day!
yupp! wEnT fOr mOviEs eArliEr.
itx hAlf-pRiCe oN tUeSdAyS.. sO wE mAdE uSeD oF tHe cHaNcE. =)
Safuan, Holly, Nisa, Hanisha, Firdaus & hiS 2 fReNz [oNe is Valee.. i 4Got tHe otHeR's nAmE.. sOrRy! i tHiNk itx Iris.] mEt uP at Hoyts-Garbo.
Saf & mE hAvE nO pReFeReNcE.
hOwEvEr, tHe gAls wAntEd tO wAtCH The Pacifier wHiLe Firdaus aNd hiS fReNz wAntEd Sahara.
tHe gAls, aS eXpEctEd, gOt tHeiR wAy tHrOuGh.
BUT, aLaS! wHiLE wE aRe Q-iNg fOr tiCkEtS.. tHe mAnAgEr aNnOuCeD dAt The Pacifier fOr 12.10 iS sOld oUt!
*lolx*
sO wE eNdEd uP wAtCh Guess Who.
hAhAx. tHe gUyS sTiLL diDn't gEt tHeiR Sahara, eHx?
bUt Guess Who iS fuNny.
itx kiNdA niCe.. u gUyS sHld cAtCh it. =]
i eNjOyEd it.
aFtEr tHe mOviE, wE tOoK a wAlk aRd Garbo. Madip, Pramod, Sanjaya cAmE tO jOiN uS fOr luNcH aNd sTuFF. wE mEt Saf's Cousin aNd yupp hE jOiNEd uS tOo.
aFtEr Holly & Nisa hAd luNcH, wE bEgaN oUr aiMlEsS wAlk aRd Garbo.
hAhAx.. aNd wE rEally lEt tHe tiMe rOll-by lArx.
aFtEr Hanisha wEnT hOmE, wE wEnT tO Coffee Club tO rEsT.
hAd Iced-Chocolate.
i oRdErEd Iced-Chocolate witH cReAm. 2 oF 'eM iN fAct. fOr Saf & Me.
bUt i eNdEd uP gEttiNg Iced-Chocolate witHoUt cReAm.
*lolx* tHiNk oNe oF tHe gUyS tOoK mY dRiNk iNsTeAd.
dOeSn't mAttEr aNw.. itx jUz a dRiNk. =)
i sPeNt mY tiMe tAlkiNg witH Saf. wHiLe tHe otHeRs tAlkEd aMoNg tHeMsElvEs.
wAt tO dO? tHe tAblE iSn't eNuF fOr all oF uS.
Saf wEnt oFF aFtEr hiS bRo cAmE. sO diD hiS cOuSiN & Firdaus.
& tHe rEsT oF uS lEft Garbo.
tOok 940 tO aCcOmPaNy tHe gAnG hOmE wHeN i sHld rEally tAkE 194.
*lolx*
sO i eNdEd uP wiTh a LONG wAlk hOmE. hAhAx.. aS lOnG aS mY fReNz aRe hApPy lArx.
tOdAy iS bOtH fuN & bOriNg. mOrE fuN tHaN bOriNg.
tHe oNly bOriNg pArt wAs tHe aiMlEsS wAlK.
aLL tHe rEsT dAt hApPeNeD wAs fuN.
pErHaPs.. wE sHld mEeT uP aGaiN nExt tUeSdAy.
bUt nExt tiMe.. wE hAvE tO dO it iN tHe City.
wHeRe tHeRe aRE mOrE tHiNgS tO dO.
yupp.
oHx. wE aLsO hAvE tO dO sMtH aBt tHe tiMiNg.
Saf wAs aCtUally gEttiNg sOmE oF hiS fReNz aLoNg.
sOmE oF tHeM cAn't mAkE it & sOmE tHiNks itx tOo eArLy.
sO.. nOnE oF 'eM rEally tuRn up.
pArtly my fAuLt lArx. cOz.. i wAs tH3^oNe wHo dEciDeD tHe tiMe.
*bLeAhx*
=p
Rottnest Island tHiS tHuRs.
sOuNds cOoL. fuN.
i wAnt tO gO.
sOmE diFFiCultiEs.
cAn i oVeRcOmE 'eM?
bUt i nEeD tO dEciDe bY tOniGht!
*aRgHx!*
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
6:19 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
SCALING!
oUcH!
i fEeL liKe a sNaKe tOdAy.
hAhAx.
yupp. mY sKiN sTaRtEd pEeLiNg oFF aLrEaDy.
OUCH!
my fReNz aLL sAid itx bAd.
oH wElls. i'll gEt bEttEr.
tHeRe wAs aRt eXcUrSiOn fOr mAnY oF mY fReNz ytd.
Nicole, Divya, Emily all sAiD it wAs fuN!
hAhAx.. i sHld hAvE tAkEn aRt, eHx?
bUt tHeN aGaiN.
i cAn't dRaW.
tHeRe's sOcCeR fiNaLs tOdAy.
Gandhi VS. Mandela.
wAntEd tO gO wAtCh.
& sUpPoRt Gandhi. cOz i hAvE gOt lOtx oF Gandhi fReNz pLayiN.
BUT. Lincoln iS sTiLL tHe bEsT. =)
oHx oHx.. i diDn't gO iN tHe eNd.
wAs kiNdA tiRed. aNd i hAvE vOllEybAll tMr sO i hAvE tO sTudY fOr Applic. Maths tEsT tOdAy.
gOt bAcK ELACS oRaL pReSeNtAtiOn mArk.
i diD OK.
80%.
pRetty hApPy witH mY mArk.
bUt NOT hApPy witH mY fReNz mArk.
tHeY dEsErvE bEttEr mArKs.
Ms Hogendoorn is a lil tOo stRiCt lArx.
Safuan, Anne & Aunty Chen Tin aLL dEsErvE bEttEr mArKs!
nO. tHe wHoLe cLaSs.
Ms Dale's & Mrs Lee's [mE fReNz ELACS tEaChEr] kLaZ aLL gOt rEally gOod mArKs.
Ms Hogendoorn nEed sOmE oF tHeiR leNieNcy.
my dAd's hErE!
hE aRrivEd ytd.
sOoN, tH3^oNe iS sO gOnNa bE a PIG!
mY dAd's a cHeF, u sEe..
hAhAx!
*hAix*
bOriNg eNtRy yEt aGaiN.
i nEeD tO gEt ovEr mY pHoBia.
iM sTiLL bOtHeReD aFtEr i fOuNd oUt wHo's bEeN rEaDiNg mY eNtRiEs.
i mEaN, iF u wAnT tO rEaD, dAt's fiNe.
wAt's witH cOnFrOntiNg mY fReNz aftEr dAt?
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
3:48 PM
Monday, April 04, 2005
tHaNks, mAtE!
wEnT tO wAtCh a mOviE oN sAt.
Saf's iDeA.
hE iNsiStEd dAt i sHld cHoOsE.
sO wE eNdEd uP wAtChiNg Hating Allison Ashley.
hE kNeW i wOuLd wAtCh dAt cOz itx sTaRriNg Delta Goodrem.
bUt hE jUsT wAnt mE tO cHoOsE. "--
wEnT tO tHe Autumn River Festival oN suNdAy.
VJ sAiD i sHld hAvE aSkEd hiM aLoNg. =X
tHe tEmplE gOt a sTaLL tHeRe. sO i wEnt tO hElp tHeM oUt.
GOD! i lOvE vOluNtEeR wOrK! =)
bUt. OUCH! i gOt suNbUrNt ytd!
my nEcK's espc. bAd.
ouch. oUcH. OUCH!
hAhAx.
cAmE bAcK hOmE. wAs tiRed.
wEnT tO bUy nEwSpApEr tHoUgH.
sAw Claire & Holly wAlkiNg aLoNg South St.
fiGuReD tHeY aRe gOiNg tO St. Thomas.
bUt i cOuLd nOt gEt mY muM tO sToP cOz tHe tRaFFiC wAs bUsY.
sOrRy gAls.
cAmE hOmE.
tExt Claire & cAllEd Holly.
eNdEd uP gOiNg tO St. Thomas witH tHeM.
wAntEd tO pAy mY lAsT rEspEct tO John Paul II.
itx kiNdA sAd dAt tHe Pope diEd. aLtHoUgH iM a Buddhist. bUt sTiLL.
i fiNd hiM rEally gReAt.
aFtEr aLL, ALL rEliGiOnS aRe sEekiNg 'The Way'.
ALL rEliGiOns wAnt tHeiR bEliEvErs tO bE gOod.
sO, i rEsPeCt ALL rEliGiOn.
tOdAy.
cAmE tO sChOoL rEally hApPy.
fOr tHe lAst wEekeNd wAs tHe FIRST i tRuly eNjOyEd.
aNd tHe cReDit gOes tO mY mAtEs.
tHaNks!
bUt. fOuNd oUt dAt mY bLoG eNtRiEs sOmEhOw gOt a fReNz iNtO tRouBle.
bEcAmE sAd.
*hAix* sHaN't elAbOrAte.
pEePs aRe tElliNg mE tO wAtCh wAt i bLoG.
i sHld nOt bE wRitiNg dAt dOwN tOo.
bUt i cAn't bE bOtHeRed.
itx my bLoG.
i jUz hAvE tO mAkE sUrE mY fReNz aRe pRotEctEd.
yupp.
OUCH! i hAtE sUnbUrNs! *bLeAhx*
Did You Know
That Those Who Spend Their Time Protecting Others
Are The Ones
That Really Need Some One To Protect Them?
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
4:11 PM
Friday, April 01, 2005
Happy April's Fool Day.
oHx oHx.. 1st tHiNg 1st.. i hAvE tO siNg a bDaE sOnG fOr Hann Yee [& mE!]
hApPy biRtHdAy tO US,
hApPy biRtHdAy tO US,
hApPy biRtHdAy tO Hann Yee,
hApPy biRtHdAY tO US!
iTx rEally cOoL tO hAvE a gOoD fReNz witH tHe sAmE bDaE witH u! aNd it eVeN bEttEr wHeN itx oN a sPeCiaL oCcAsiOn liKe April's Fool!
i nEaRly cEleBrAtEd my bDaE witH twiN a.k.a. Hann Yee lAsT yEaR bUt itx kiNdA iMpOsSibLe tO cEleBrAtE tOgEtHeR witH hEr tHiS yEaR! oH wElls.. i jUz hOpE sHe eNjOyEd tHiS dAy mOrE tHaN mE!
tOdAy iS.. hMm.. wEll.. "diScOvErY" dAy?
sOmEhOw.
fReNz wHiCh i tHoUgHt wAs sOmEoNe i sHld tReAsuRe diDn't eVeN bOtHeR tO rEmEmbEr tOdAy wHilE a fReNz wHiCh i hAvE oNly tAlkEd tO fOr a cOuPle oF tiMeS cAmE uP tO mE tO siNg tHe sOnG!
pErHaPs.. fRiEnDsHiP sHld nOt bE mEaSuReD oN dAt sCalE?
*sHrUgS*
BUT.
wAt i hAvE dEfiNitEly diScOvErEd wAs tRuE fReNz. =)
itx rEally kiNdA wArM tO hAvE tiZ gReAt pEePs aRd tO cElEbRatE mY biRtHdAy iN aN fOrEigN lAnD. yupp! itx a gReAt dAy. itx a gReAt yEaR aHeAd. =]
kiNdA tOuChEd. aS iN rEally 'Gan Dong'.
i fEeL luCky.
wEnT tO sChOoL iN tHe mOrNiNg. hAd caRoUsEl. tHe tHeMe wAs dRuGs & aLcOhOl tHiS tiMe.
wAs bOriNg. tHe oNly tHiNgy dAt wAs oKaY aNd i wEnT wAs tHe Psycology cOuRsE tHiNgiE. it wAs iNfOrmAtivE. BUT, i sHld duNo wAt i sHld dO iN Uni. hAhAx.
aPpArEntly, tHe tAlk oN Pharmacology wAs iNtErEstiNg. bUt i diDn't gO dAt oNe! wAt a pity!
aRgHx! hAhAx.
tHeN hAd a pEriOd oF A.maths. nEaRly diEd oF a hEaRt aTtAcK wHeN i rEaliSeD wAt wAs wRittEn oN tHe wHitE bOaRd. hAhAx.. Mary sHld hAvE eRaSeD it oFF! hAhAx. GOD! it wAs sO eMbArAsSiNg! >.<
deN hAd sTuDy gRoUp. sHaReD mY bDaE cHoCs witH Takashi a.k.a. Onni-San. hAhAx. yupp! sHAriNg iS fuN!
deN i wAs aBt tO gO hOmE. bUt i fOuNd oUt dAt Weai Jiet's cAr bRokE dOwN. sO, i dEciDeD tO stAy bAcK & hElp. tRiEd tO stArt tHe cAr aGaiN & aGaiN bUt tO nO aVaiL. cOz.. oUr dEaR Weai Jiet 4Got tO sWitCh hiS cAr's hEaDliGhtS oFF aFtEr hE rEaChEd tHe sKoOl iN tHe mOrNiNg aNd bY tHe tiMe hE wAntS tO gO hOmE, tHe bAttEry wAs dEaD! *lolx* aNotHeR mUdDlE-hEaDeD gUy!
Firdaus & Me tHoUgHt it wAs a cOlD eNgiNe iNitiAlly. sO wE tRiEd pUsHiNg tHe cAr aNd sTuFF. wAit. diD i mEntiOn hOw cOld it wAs? tHe mAxiMuM tEmPeRatUrE iN Perth tOdAy wAs oNly 14.3 dEgReEs! aNd it wAs dRiZzliNg wHiLe wE aRe at tHe cAr sO tHe tEmP. wAs dEfiNitEly lOwEr tHaN 14. i wOrE mY juMpEr PLUS mY jAcKeT bUt it sTiLL wAs cOlD!
oH wElls.. hElpiNg a fElloW mAlAySiaN wAs wOrtH it. =)
oHx.. bUt it wAs gReAt lArx. Firdaus, Me, Safuan, Lay, [Jai(thai), Zi Yang, Felix, etc cAmE tO tAkE a lOoK tOo] + sOmE otHeRs all gOt tOgEtHer tO tRy hElp aLLeViAtE tHe sitUatioN. i mEaN, iSn't iT gReAt wHeN eVeRyoNe tRiEs tO hElp a fellOw fReNz? Firdaus wAs gOiNg hOmE witH tHe Sanjaya & gAnG. bUt dAT Sanjaya jUsT sToOd tHeRe aNd sWoRe aNd nOt giviNg uS a hAnD. hE evEn lEft fiRst, lEaviNg Firdaus bEhiNd. Firdaus wAs cOoL eNoUgH tO stAy oN & hElpEd oUt uNtiL tHe cAr's wOrkiNg aGaiN. aNd hE wEnT hOmE aLoNe aFtEr dAt. nOw, dAt's oNe tRuE fReNz.
Safuan wAs rEally cOoL tHoUgH. litErAlly. hE wAs pRaCticAlly fReEziNg bUt hE rEjEctEd mY oFFeR oF giviNg hiM mY jAckEt bEcAuSe hE sAyS mY juMpEr wiLL bE sMeLLy iF it gEt wEt iN tHe rAiN. eVeN wHeN i aSsUrEd hiM dAt i dOn't miNd, hE sTiLL rEfuSeS. wHaT a gReAt gUy, eHx?
Mr Quek cAmE tO hAvE a lOoK tOo. aFtEr Safuan cAllEd hiM. hE cAmE witH Mr Lewis's cAr cOz Mr Lewis sUpPoSeDly hAvE oNe oF tHoSe juMpEr cOnnEctiOn cAblEs. bUt aRgHx! hiS bOot iS rEally "NEAT". hAhAx.. itx sO pAcKeD witH sTuFF dAt wE gAvE uP lOoKiNg fOr tHe cAblE eVeNtuAlly.
fOrtuNatEly, Lay & Firdaus hAd wEnT tO sTuDeNt rEcEptiOn tO gEt hElp aNd Murdoch University sEnT tHe Security tEaM tO hElp uS oUt. tHe 1st pAtRoL cAr cAmE... wiThOuT tHe cAblE! iM pRaCtiCally wAs liKe WTH!! bUt Firdaus mAnAgEd tO cAlM mE dOwN aNd pReVeNt mE fRoM sWeAriNg! hAhAx.. aNd sO tHe Security gUy rAdiOeD aNotHeR tEaM tO bRiNg tHe cAbLe.
iM pRetty sUrE wE clAppEd aNd cHeErEd wHen Weai Jiet's cAr's eNgiNe rOaReD tO liFe. hAhAx.. oHx.. aNd hE dRovE mE hOmE aFtEr dAt. yupp. i hElpEd hiM & hE's gRaTefUl. aNd dAt's all itx mAttErs, iSn't it? aFtEr u hElpEd sOmEonE aNd u kNow dAt hE's gRatEfuL, u'll gEt dAt sEnsE oF aChiEvEmEnT!
hAhAx.. iM sOrRy i rAntEd sO mUcH aBt tHe cAr ePiSoDe. bUt, itx jUz sEeMs sO gReAt tO mE. pEePs hElpiNg eAcH otHeR oUt tO tHeiR bEsT aBility. dEsPitE hAviNg tO sCaRiFicE dAt lil bit. =)
Holly & Patricia cAmE oVeR tO mY pLaCe iN tHe eVeNiNg tO cElEbRatE mY bDaE witH me. it wAs fuN. i eNjOyEd it. Nicole & Divya wAntEd tO cOme tOo.. bUt Nicole's mum hAd eXpEctEd hEr tO bE hOmE fOr tHe eVeNiNg aFtEr i cAnCelleD tHe oUtiNg wE sUpPoSeDly wOuld hAvE. Divya, oN tHe otHeR hAnD, wAs aSkEd bY hEr hOmEsTaY tO gO tO tHe cHuRcH tO wAtCh a mOviE oR sMth.
tHaNks tO Holly & Patricia. [ nOt 4gEttiNg Nicole, Divya & Hanisha wHo mAdE tOdAy lOvEly iN sKoOl]
aNd tO my fReNz wHo aCtUaLLy wiShEd mE.
aNywAy, wEnT tO pLayEd vOllEybAll yEstErdAy. iM bEgiNniNg tO likE dAt sPoRt! hAhax.. aT lEaSt i cAn fiNd sOmE sElf-wOrtH wHiLst plAyiNg, k? hAhAx.. i diDn't kNoW i cAn aCtUaLLy sErvE uNtiL yEstErdAy. wAs kiNdA hApPy wHeN mY mAtEs & Mr Quek sAiD i gAvE "bEaUtiFuL" sErvEs! *lolx*
bUt, iM sTiLL pReTtY bAd wiTh tHe pAsSiNg, attAckiNg aNd sTuFF. i tHiNk i oNly hElpEd my tEaM tO sCoRe wHeN iM aCtUaLLy sErviNg! hAhAx. iM gLaD mY tEaM wAs sTiLL pAtiEnt witH mE tHoUgH. tHeY cOnSiStEd oF Me, Winson, Lay, Mervyn, Kim, Daniel & Vicky. tHe bEttEr oNeS aRe Winson, Lay, Kim & Mervyn. & iM dEfiNitEly tHe wOrSt oNe! hAhAx.. bUt wE mAnAgEd tO wiN 3 oUt of 5 gAmEs wE pLaYeD.. aNd oNe oF tHeM iNcLuDeD tHe rElAtiVely sTrOnG Teacher's tEaM! oH wElls, i hAvE tO pRaCtiSe mOrE! liKe wAt Erin sAiD, jUsT pUt uR hEaRt & sOuL iNtO iT aNd u'll eXcEl. aNd dAt's wAt iM sO gOnNa dO. oHx oHx.. tHaNkEw, mY tEaM! =)
WHOA! jUz rEaliSeD i wRitteN aLoT tOdAy. hAhAx. i sHld. siNcE i hAvE bEeN bLoGgiN fOr tHe pAst oNe whoLe hOuR! hAhAx.. tHeRe's sTiLL sO mUcH tO wRitE tHoUgH.. bUt iM gEttiNg tOo cOld tO cArRy oN le. hAhAx.
i wiLL nEeD mY qUilt [mAde oF dUcK fEatHeRs!] tO kEeP mE wArM tHrOuGhOut tHe niGht!
hAhAx.. NitEx wOrld.
oHx oHx.. fOr tHoSe fOr u wHo aCtUally tOoK tHe eFFoRt tO rEaD tHe wHoLe oF tHiS eNtRy.. tHaNkeW! iM sOrRy i've mAdE iT sO lOng & dull, yupp? tHaNks aGaiN. =)
A Friend In Need
Is A Friend Indeed.
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
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