my lifeas itis.
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
The Nostalgic Entry
hEy pEePs! i gUeSs tHiS wiLL bE mY lAsT pOsT bEfOrE iM "Leaving On A Jet Plane" bAhx.. aNd tHaT's tHe tiTtLe oN tHe sOnG u aRe litsEniNg tO nOw! hAhAx!
kEkE.. yupp.. iM fEeliNg a lil nErVoUs aNd eXcitEd bUt iM rEaLLy fEeliNg nOsTaLgiC hErE! >.< *hAix* tHeRe's aLoT oF fAcToRs wHy i cAn't bEaR tO lEavE lArx.. aNd oNe oF tHe mOsT iMpT rEaSoNs aRe mY bElOvEd fReNz! hEex.. dAt's wHy i hAvE tO tHaNk JieYing hErE.. sHe's cOmiNg tO sEnD mE oFF aNd sHe's aRrAnGiNg mY kLaZmAtEs tO cOmE tOo! GAWD! hOw sWeEt!
kEkE... iM a lil lOsT fOr wOrDs le.. i duNo wAT tO sAy.. bUt hEy pEePs! i'll miSs yA! tHaNks fOr aLL tHe eMaiLs aNd sTuFF.. i rEaLLy aPpReCiAtE iT! *mUaCkz*
oHx oHx.. i mAy nOt bE uPdAtiNg fOr a wHiLe.. yupp.. cOz i duNo wHeN i'll hAvE iNtErNeT aCcEsS.. bUt dAt's mOsT pRoLLy wHeN i hAvE sEttlEd dOwN bAhx.. sOrRy pEePS! kEeP a lOoKoUt tHoUgH.. cOz i'll bE uPdAtiNg wHeNeVeR i hAvE tHe cHaNcE!
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
9:39 PM
Sunday, January 09, 2005
* Leaving On A Jet Plane *
"Leaving On A Jet Plane"
Chantal Kreviazuk
I'm ... I'm ...
All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
I'm ...
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...
Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
And I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
But I'm leaving on a jet plane
Leaving on a jet plane
Leaving on a jet plane
Leaving on a jet plane
Leaving on a jet plane
Leaving on a jet plane
Leaving on a jet plane
Leaving on a jet plane
(Leaving) On a jet plane
gReAt sOnG fOr mE nOw, iSn't it? hMm.. likE tHe sOnG, i rEaLLy duNo wHeN i'll bE bAcK aGaiN... aNd iM lEaviNg tHiS cOmiNg fRiDaY~
wAtEvEr it iS.. wE hAvE tO kEeP iN cOntAcT lArx, k?
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
1:45 AM
Friday, January 07, 2005
+ tiReD +
pHeW! hAhAx.. i sTaRt wRitiNg aT 11.59pm sO yupp.. itx sTiLL cOuNteD aS fRiDaY bAhx.. hEex!
GAWD! iM liKe sO tiReD nOw lArx! hMm.. wEnT iNtO tOwN tOdAy tO mEeT pEi fAnG jiE.. hAveN sEe hEr fOr aGeS cAn! aNd wE hAvE tO sEe eAcH otHer bEfOrE i lEavE mAhx.. yupp! mEt hEr at Tangs Plaza deN wE wAlKeD dOwN oRcHaRd rOaD lo..
hMm.. wE tAlkEd aLoT lArx.. hAhAx.. bAsiCaLLy.. fRoM tHe mOmEnT wE mEt uP tiL tHe mOmEnT wE pArt.. wE diN sToP tOkiNg lArx! hAhAx.. bUt pEi fAnG jiE diD mOsT oF tHe tAlkiNg lArx.. duNo wHy.. gUeSs iM bEcOmiNg mOrE iNtRoVeRt-ic by tHe dAy bAhx.. pEi fAnG jiE.. u tAkE cArE aRx! lEt's aLL lOoK fOrWaRd tO tHe fUtuRe aNd nOt bRoOd aBt wAt hApPeNeD iN tHE pAsT lArx! aNd yupp! wE sHaLL kEeP iN cOntAcT!
oHx.. sAw eDwiN, jEsS & zi yiNg at fAr eAsT pLaZa.. tHeY aRe wOrkiNg aT 77th Street lo.. yupp.. bUt itx bAsiCaLLy a Hi-Bye tHiNgiE lArx.. hEex..
hMm.. wHeN itx cLoSe tO 3.. wE pArtEd at tHe MRT stN lo.. pEi fAnG jiE iS gOiNg tO tHe hOsPitAl aNd iM gOiNg bAcK tO WRS! hEex..
wHy diD i wEnT bAcK tO mY sEcOnDaRy sChOoL? cOz.. tHeY aRe hAviNg CCA oRieNtAtiOn tOdAy! yupp.. aS tHe PRESIDENT oF ELDDS.. yada yada .. hAhAx.. tHe pOiNt iS i wEnT bAcK tO hElp lArx.. aNd i hAd FUN! hAhAx! gUeSs wAt? i bEcAmE a mAkE-uP aRtiSt tOdAy! hEex.. sO cOoL cAn! itx mY fiRsT tRy aT mAkE-uP lArx.. aNd i hAvE tO aDmit dAt iM pRetty bAd aT it.. bUt itx fuN lo!! u gUys mUst tRy lArx! oHx oHx.. aNd itx dOiNg mAkE-uP fOr otHeRs lArx! hEex.. duNo hOw mAnY fAcEs i hAvE "dEsTrOyEd" tOdAy! hAhAx.. tHe 1st gUy, i tHiNk iS bRuCe iS tHe MOST uNfOrtuNaTe.. cOz hE's likE tHe 1st huMaN iM dOiNg mAkE uP fOr! hAhAx.. bUt tOwArDs tHe eNd.. i iMpRovEd lo!
iM gOiNg bAcK oN mOnDay tOo.. cOz tHeY hAviNg tHiS sEleCtiOn pRogRaM aNd iM iN-cHaRgEd oF iNtErviEwiNg tHe nEw mEmbErs!! wAhx! liKe sO cOoL lo!! hEex.. i duN tHiNk i'll bE hArSh bUt iM gOnNa aCt FIERCE! hAhAx.. gOnNa bE likE siMoN cOwEll! hAhAx.. nO lArx! i tHiNk i'll sTiCk tO tHe fRieNdly, lAmE & cOrNy ME! hAhAx.. tHaNkEw tO mY tEaChErS wHo tRuSt mE lArx! =)
sO mAny pEePs sAiD dAt i hAvE sLiMeD dOwN! liKe PLEASE lo! hAhAx.. oR mAyBe i hAvE? mUsT bE bEcAuSe i aiN't fEeliNg gOoD fOr tHe pAsT wEeKs bAhx.. bUt hEys! i duN fEeL dAt iM tHiN oR wAtEvEr lArx.. sO sToP sAyiNg iM tHiN aNd aSkiNg mE "oN diEt aRx?" hAHAx.. it cAn gEt sO iRritAtiNg lArx!
cAuGht uP witH lOtx oF tEaChErs tOdAy! hEex.. oHx oHx.. i wAs tOkiNg tO mY juNiOr wHeN Mdm Chan wAlk bY aNd mY juNiOR.. wHo hAs bEeN iN Mdm Chan's clAss lAsT yEaR aSkeD Mdm Chan: "Cher.. sTiLL rEmEmBeR mE aNoT?" aNd Mdm Chan tOoK a loNg tiMe aNd hAd tO rEly oN hiNts bEfORe sHe's aBle tO gEt tHe nAmE cOrReCt. deN mY juNiOr aSkEd Mdm Chan: "How aBt hiM?" mY juNiOr wAs rEfEriNg tO mE.. aNd Mdm Chan wEnT "DAO JIN lArx!" sTrAigHt aWaY! hAhAx.. aNd mY juNiOr gOt tEaSeD bY mE tHe wHoLe eVeNiNg! *bLeAhx*
i rEgReT tElliNg Mr Chong aBt my lEaViNg nExT wEeK.. cOz tHe nExT tHiNg i nOe iS dAt tHe wHoLe oFFiCe sEeMs tO nOe iM lEaviNg lE lo! liKE ArGhx! aNd iM nOt riCh lArx! pEriOd. kEkE.. hAd fuN tAlkiNg tO tHe tEaChErS lArx.. i wAs liKe lAuGhiNg aLL tHe wAy pLeAsE! aNd u bEt iM gOnNa kEeP iN cOntAcT witH tHe tEaChErS! =)
tHe CCA oRieNtAtiOn eNds aT aBt 9 lArx.. aNd itx aBt 9.30 by tHe tiMe i lEfT tHe sChOoL.. aNd itx 11pm wHeN i rEaChEd hOmE.. aNd iM dEaD tiReD pLeAsE! aNd iM sO gOnNa tAkE a qUiCk nAp nOw.. sO iF i duN rEpLy aT MSN.. pLeAsE uNdErStAnd, yEa? i gOnNa tAkE a nAp fOr aBt 30 miNs bAhx..
kEkE.. i'll wAkE aT 1am.
oHx oHx.. qAs lEfT tOdAy. hOpE hE's hAviNg a sAfE jOuRnEy.
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
11:59 PM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Remember Me This Way
fiRsT tHiNg fiRsT.. tUrN uP uR sPeAkErS! tHe muSiC iS aBiT sOfT lArx! tHaNkEw!
"Remember Me This Way"
Jordan Hill
Every now and then we find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
But part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you're losing your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
For ever more a part of me you're everywhere
I'll always care
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you're losing your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side in all you do
And I won't never leave as long as you believe
You just believe
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
And if you're losing your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
This way. . .
*hAix* my fLiGhT hAs bEeN cOnFiRmEd.. tHe pLaNe iS lEaviNg oN 15th Jan 2005 [Sat] @ 1.15 am. hOwEvEr, i'll bE aT Changi Airprt oN tHe 14th[Fri] lArx.. at aRd 8-9 pm bAhx.. yupp. cOz mY mUmMy's fReNz wiLL bE dRiviNg uS iNtO s'pOrE.. aNd u cAn't eXpEcT pEePs tO dRivE u iN aT 12 MN bAhx.. sO wE tOld tHeM aRd 8 lo.. aNd wE wiLL bE wAitiNg aT tHe aiRpOrT.
sO.. iF u gUyS aRe fReE.. dO cOmE tO tHe aiRpOrT aNd aCcOmPaNy mE lArx.. >.< hEex.. gEt tHe dEtAiLs fRoM mE, k?
hMm... i duNiO wHeN i'll bE bAcK.. *siGhEr* oH wElls.. tiLL tHeN...
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
9:04 PM
Monday, January 03, 2005
* Mixed Feelings *
innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way
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i duNiO wAt tO sAy.
hMm.. aS iN i iNitiAlly wAntEd tO sAy aLoT oF tHiNgs.. tOdAy sTaRtEd oFF gReAt.. it did.
bUt.. it diN eNd aS gReAt lArx.
ArGhx! wHy gEt sO eXcitEd tO tRy mAkE sOmEoNe hApPiEr? u'll eNd uP gEttiNg sNuBbEd.
NvMx.. i sTiLL bEliEvE 2005 wiLL bE a gReAt yEaR.
i'll pRaY. God Bless.
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
10:14 PM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
-= What A Twist =-
*hAix*
i duNiO iF tHiS iS gOoD nEwS oR bAd nEwS..
i jUsT rEcEivEd aN eMaiL fRoM Australia at 10.08 pm .. aNd my viSa iS aPpRovEd! i wOnDeR wHy itx aPpRovEd oN a suNdAy niGht.. >.<
bUt dAt's bEsiDe tHe pOiNt. dAt oNly mEaNs i'll bE gOnE ANYTIME.
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
10:24 PM
A New Beginning. . .
hEys! itx my fiRsT pOsT oF 2005! hEex.. aCtUaLLy i wAnTeD tO pOsT yEsTeRdAy de.. bUt sOmEtHiNg eLsE cRoPpEd uP.. >.< kEkE.. i duN wAn tO tOk aBt it.
hMm.. aLL aNd aLL.. i tHiNk i hAd a wOnDeRfuL sTaRt! yupp! i sPeNd my fiRsT 2 dAys oF 2005 dOiNg sOmE vOluNtEeR wOrk! wEe! i wEnT pAcKiNg rEliEf sUpPliEs tHaT wiLL bE sEnT tO tSuNaMi sTrUcKed aReAs..
lEt mE tEll u wAt hApPeNeD yEsTeRdAy aNd tOdAy..
YESTERDAY
i wOkE uP witH a sPiLtiNg hEaDaChE! iF nOt oF tHe sNoOze fuNcTiOn oF mY HP.. i duN bE aBle tO dO aNy vOluNtEeR wOrK. hEex.. hMm.. Shu Yin, Azura, Vincent, Sharhana, Roy wEnT witH mE tO tHe SPH NewsCenter tO hElp pAcK rEliEf sUpPliEs aT tHe cOllEctiOn cEntEr tHeRe.. tHeRe's rEaLLy aLoT oF rEliEf sUpPliEs lArx.. bUt tHeN tHeRe's aLoT oF vOluNtEeRs tOo! yupp.. sO wE diDn't dO mUcH lArx.. i tHiNk wE oNly sTaYeD tHeRe fOr aBt aN hOuR oR sO.. aNd i mAnAgEd tO hElp a lil oNly.. hMm.. i pAcKeD 1 bOx oF bAndAgEs & 1 bOx oF aNtiSePtiC sTuFFs aNd hElp sEcUrE sEvErAl bOxEs oF mEdiCaL sUpPliEs oNly..
aFtEr tHaT.. wE wErE pRetty fReE lArx.. sO wE wAlkEd aRd tO sEe wAt wE cAn dO lo.. aNd tHeRe's tHiS pErSoN iN cHaRgE wHo kEpT aSkiNg uS tO lEaVe aNd eNjOy oUr New Year's Day! *lolx*
hMm.. wE fiNaLLy lEft RELUCTANTLY wHeN wE rEaLiSeD dAt tHeRe's rEaLLy nOtHiNg mUcH tO dO lArx.. sO.. wE wEnT tO tHe bLoCk oPpOsitE SPH tO tRy cAlliNg otHeR aGeNciEs tO sEe iF tHey nEeD hElp. bUt aLaS! itx New Year Day aNd tHe eMbAsSiEs aRe aLL cLoSed!
Shu Yin sUgGeStEd wE gO tO Ren Ci Hospital tO cHeCk iF tHeRe's aNytHiNg wE cAn gO.. deN wE wEnT tHeRe tOo.. bUt.. it wAs cLoSe tOo! aRgHx! sO mUcH fOr wAlkiNg uNdEr tHe rAiN aNd gEt dReNcHeD! *hMpF* wE tHeN wEnT tO Tan Tock Seng Hospital tO hAvE luNcH lo..
aFtEr dAt.. wE dEciDeD tO cAtCh a mOviE at Cineleisure lo.. wE wAtChEd Meet The Fockers! hAhAx.. i tEll u.. itx a rEaLLy hiLaRiOuS fiLm lArx! hEex.. i wAs lAuGhiNg aLL tHe wAy lArx! gO wAtCh tHe sHoW lArx.. it wiLL dEfiNitEly bRigHteN uP uR dAy! *wiNkz* tHeRe's tHiS bAbY iN tHE mOviE dAt's rEaLLy cUtE lArx! gUeSs wAt's tHe 1st wOrD tHe bAbY lEaRnt? itx "ASS.... HOLE!" hAhAx.. yupp.. jUsT gO wAtCh tHe mOviE! hEex..
aFtEr dAt i cAmE bAcK hOmE lo.. aNd iM jUsT tOo tiReD tO pOsT lArx.. aNd i diDn't rEpLy tO aLL tHe MSN mEsSaGeS.. diD i? sOrRy iF i diD nOt..
tHaNkS tO Shu yin, Azura, Roy, Sharhana & Vincent fOr cOmiNg dOwN tO hElp oUt witH tHe pAckiNg lArx! tHaNks tO Shu Yin, Azura & Sharhana fOr wAtChiNg tHe mOviE witH mE aNd mAkiNg my 1st dAy oF 2005 a hAppY oNe!
TODAY
i wEnT tO tHe Golden Wall Center tOdAy tO hElp oUt.. i rEaChEd tHe pLaCe aT aBt 9.30 am aNd i sTaRtEd hElpiNg wiTh tHe uNpAckiNg oF cLotHeS 1st lArx.. hMm.. wE uNpAcK tHe cLotHeS sO wE cAn cLaSsiFy tHeM iNtO Men's, Women's, Children's aNd bEdShEetS lo.. yupp.. aFtEr dAt.. tHeY gOt mE tO hElp tHeM witH lOgiStiCs.. tHe rEcOrdiNg aNd sTuFF lArx.. itx wAs tHeN dAt u rEaLiSeD dAt gUyS aRe rEaLLy mUcH gEnErOuS deN tHe lAdiEs lArx.. cOz wE rEcEivEd mOrE tHaN 70 bOxEs oF mEn's cLotHiNg bUt oNly mOrE tHaN 40 bOxEs oF wOmEn's cLotHiNg.. oF cOs tHiS fiGurEs aRe tOdAy's aLoNe.. yupp..
aFtEr hElpiNg oUt witH lOgiStiCs.. i wEnT tO piCk Shy Min uP fRoM tHe MRT sTatiOn.. yupp.. tHeN wE wEnT bAcK tO tHe Golden Wall Center.. tHiS tiMe.. i hElpEd bY fOldiNg tHe cLotHes, cLaSsiFy tHeM aNd tHeN rE-pAcK tHeM iNtO bOxEs lo.. sO yupp.. mE aNd Shy Min sAT dOwN tHeRe fRoM aBt 11.30 am aLL tHe wAy tO 1 pm fOldiNg cLotHes lArx.. bY tHeN aLL tHe cLotHes hAvE bEeN fOldEd lArx.. aLL bEcAuSe tHe vOluNtEeRs [aBt 30 of uS] hAvE bEeN wOrkiNg hArd! hAhAx..
hMm.. tHeN wE wEnT fOr luNcH lArx.. wE bOuGht sOmE bReAd sO wE cAn eAt aS wE wAlk mAhx.. wE aCtUaLLy wAnTeD tO gO tO tHe fOoD cOuRt dE.. bUt i sUdDeNly rEmEmBeReD dAt itx cOld tHeRe lArx.. aNd wE wErE pReTty wEt sO yupp.. wE wEnT tO gEt bReAd iNsTeAd lo.. hAhAx.. oHx.. wE wErE oN oUr wAy tO SPH NewsCenter lArx.. bUt gUeSs wAt hApPeNeD wHeN wE rEaChEd SPH? wE wErE tuRnEd aWaY lo! aRgHx! wE gOt nO cHoiCe lo.. bUt tO gO hOmE le.. itx gOoD iN a wAy lArx.. cOz Shy Min sEeMs tiReD.. gUeSs sHe wLd aPpReCiAtE tHE eXtRa tiMe tO rEsT aNd gEt rEaDy fOr sChOoL tMr!
it hAs bEeN rAiNiNg tHe wHoLe dAy lArx! hAvE bEeN wAlkiNg iN tHe rAiN fOr 2 dAyS lE.. =X hOpE i duN gEt siCk lAr hOr.. *bLeAhx*
tHaNks tO Shy Min fOr cOmiNg dOwN tO hElp oUt. tHaNks tO Shy Min fOr sHeltEriNg mE iN tHe rAiN. tHaNks tO sHy miN fOr tHe bReAd.
hMm.. tHiNk i bEtt3r gO tAkE a hOt sHoWeR oR eLsE i miGht rEaLLy gEt siCk! tO aLL tHoSe wHo wiLL bE sTaRtiNg sChOoL tMr.. gOoD luCk! aNd hAvE fuN, yA?
pEaCe oUt~
still the same.|
4:38 PM