my lifeas itis.
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
* fReAky dAy *
*yAwNz* wOkE uP eArLy tHiS mOrNiNg tO fAx sOmE dOcuMeNts OvEr tO tHe rEaL eStAtE aGeNt iN Australia.. cOz wE sAw oNe hOuSe wE aRe hApPy witH lArx.. buT gUeSs wAt? wHeN i rEaCh hOmE tHe aGeNt cAlleD aNd sAiD...
"Im Sorry but the house is no longer available. It has been rented out yesterday."
dOtdOtdOt.. aNd tHe aGeNt diDn't tEll mE dAt tHe hOuSe wiLL bE gOiNg oUt sOoN lo.. aRgHx.. i tHiNk i'll lOoK fOr a hOuSe wHeN i rEaChEd tHeRe lo.. mUmMy sAiD wE wiLL cHeCkEd iN aT a hOtEl uNtiL wE fOuNd a hOuSe.. gEeZ.. wHaT a hAsSle.. >.<
oHx.. my viSa iS iN tHe fiNaL sTaGeS fOr aPpRoVaL.. mY hEaLtH cHeCks aNd sTuFF hAs aLrEaDy bEeN aPpRovEd aNd nOw.. tHeY jUz hAvE tO cHeCk iF mY wElFaRe wiLL bE tAkEn cArE oF oR sMtH b4 tHeY iSsuE mE mY viSa..hEy! iS dAt a gOoD nEwS oR a bAd nEwS? i gUeSs iT's pRettY bAd bAhx.. cOz muMmY sAiD dAt wE'll lEaVe sOoN aFtEr wE gEt oUr viSa! *bLeAhx*
hMm.. i sLaCkEd mY wHoLe aFtErNoOn aWaY lArx.. qUitE siAnx lo.. oHx, hAvE tO tHaNk cHeRiSe fOr bEcOmiNg mY hAiR cOnSuLtAnT.. *lolx* bEiNg fAsHiOn sAvVy.. i gOt hEr tO aNsWeR mAnY oF mY qUeStiOnS oN hAiR dyEiNg! yuPp.. tHiNgs likE wHeRe, pRiCe aNd sTuFF! nO-nO.. iM nOt dyEiNg mY hAiR lArx! mY cOlleGe iS aGaiNsT iT aNyWaY.. jUz aSkiNg fOr a fReNz lo.. tHaNks gUrL, fOr aNsWeRiNg aLL mY qUeStiOnS! yuPp.. tHaNkEw! *gRiNz*
oHx.. wAt fReAks mE oUt iS dAt i nEaRly fEll tO mY dEatH! yuPp! kEkE.. i wEnT dwNsTaiRs tO tHe kiTcHeN tO gEt a driNk & i rAn bAcK uP tO mY cOmPutEr lo.. deN aT tHe lAsT lAnDiNg, i tRiPpEd!! fOrtuNatEly, i fEll fOrWaRd oNtO tHe lAnDiNg lArx..! *pHeW* dAt wAs cLoSe lArx!
hEex.. tHe iCe iN mY cUp gOt sPiLLeD aLL oVeR lArx.. buT deN mY muM hEaRd nOiSeS fRoM tHe 3rd sToRey.. aNd ruShEd tO tHe sTaiRwAys tO sEe mE sittiNg oN tHe lAnDiNg lo.. hEex.. deN sHe hElpEd mE cLeAnEd tHe mEsS uP lArx! hEex.. kEkE.. aNd sHe sUrE lOoK fRigHtEnEd.. hAhAx.. buT i fElt wArMtH lArx! yuPp.. iT's gReAt tO nOe dAt mUmMy cArEs sO mUcH lo.. aNd hEy! i gOt mY dRiNk wHiLe rEstiNg iN fRoNt oF mY cOmPutEr!! hEex.. tHaNkx MuM! =P
hMm.. wAtChEd S'pore Idol jUz nOw lArx.. i aCtuAlly fOrGot aBt iT lo.. sO i miSsEd tHe fiRsT sOnGs.. buT NvMx lArx.. American Idol iS bEttEr lo.. tHe sTaNdArD iS jUz tHeRe.. hMm.. S'pore Idol iS aS gOoD aS M'sian Idol lArx.. yuPp!
oHx.. i tHoUgHt Dick Lee diD a pRettY gOoD jOb wRaPpiNg uP tHe sHoW witH hiS pErFoRmAnCe lArx.. hEex.. hMm.. fOr tHe rEsUlts sHow.. jEsSeA, dAviD & dApHnE cAmE bAcK! hAhAx.. tHeY aRe mY fAvOuRitEs lArx.. buT tHeY gOt oUt oFF tHe rAcE.. iN dAt oRdEr.. *huMpHx*
hMm.. tHe rEsUlt sHoW iS aLL sOnGs aNd sTuFF.. aNd tHe rEsUlt oNly cAmE oUt aT 10.40pm! *dOtx* yuPp.. aNd Taufik gOt tHe S'pore Idol lArx.. gEeZ.. WHATEVER! hAhAx.. i duN liKe bOtH oF tHeM lo...
hMm.. jUdgiNg fRoM tHe lEnGtH oF mY eNtRy.. u sHld nOe hOw fReE i aM, ritE? hAhAx.. kEkE.. u gUyS tAkE cArE!
pEaCe oUt~
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Story: What I Did For Love
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Part 12
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I was confused and didn't know what had happened. Ji Won held my hand and took me to the beach near his house. On the sand there were these 2 huge rocks. Ji Won led me over there. He lifted me up and we sat side by side. We remained silent until Ji Won took a deep breath of the ocean air.
"I love this place, don't you?" he said to me smiling. I returned his smile and held onto his hand tighter. "Ji Won, what's wrong?" Ji Won avoided my eyes. "Nothing." I turned his chin to face me. "Come on, you know you can tell me." He nodded.
"It's my dad and this stupid feud he has with my uncle. They're fighting over who will get the larger part in my grandpa's will."
"Oh..." I said softly.
"Isn’t it stupid?" he asked laughing. "My grandpa’s not even dead yet!"
I understood what was bothering him. So I didn't say anything because I know he doesn't want me to worry about it. He threw a rock into the ocean and it skipped three times. "Perfect" he said. "Why is it perfect?" I asked. "Age ain't nothing but a number right?" he asked me, changing the subject. I thought about it for a while and nodded.
"Since I'm older than you by two years, that makes me your oppa," Ji Won said to me.
"Yupp"I answered, smiling.
Ji Won smiled back. "I love you..."
I felt my heart my heart filled with a bubble of love but then Ji Won continued talking.."as a dongsang." My bubble bursted. This was not what I had expected him to say.
I stared at Ji Won with wide eyes. I knew it was pretty forward of me but I had to ask. "Y...your...dongsang?" I managed to stutter out. Ji Won looked back at me with his puppyish eyes and smiled. He nodded his head gently. Have I been reading all his signs wrong?
"So what do you say?" he asked. "Want to be my dongsang?" Even though it was breaking my heart, I had no choice but to agree. I nodded. "Yes, I want to be your dongsang oppa."
"Good," he said.
Ji Won nodded and reached into his pocket. He pulled out a small silver knife. I stared at him with wide eyes. "Ji Won, what are you going to do with that knife?" He asked, "Do you trust me Mina?" I nodded my head without hesitation. I trusted Ji Won with my whole heart. He smiled at me. "Good. Lower the back of your shirt." Ji Won pulled the back of my shirt down. Then he used that knife to cut me. "Ow!" I screamed in pain but he continued anyways. He carved a small 'E' onto my shoulder blade. My back was bleeding and he bandaged it for me.
Then he handed the knife to me. "Here. Engrave your initial 'M' too cuz I don't want to use the same last name as your mom." My hand trembled as I held the knife. I didn't want to hurt Ji Won. "Go ahead. Don't worry, I can stand the pain." I engraved an 'M' onto Ji Won's back. I was surprised because he didn't let a tear drop or cry out in pain. I bandaged him and he acted as if nothing had happen. When it was over, he held me close.
I held onto Ji Won tightly as if he was going to leave me. I know he only thinks of me as his little dongsang but it feels nice holding him like this.
As Ji Won held onto Mina, his smiling face instantly turned sad. He wanted to say 'Mina, I love you as a girlfriend' so she would be his forever but he couldn't. He wasn't the type to admit his feelings. So he figured the scarring was not an engravement of his brotherly love to Mina, but his promised symbol as a soulmate to her forever...
still the same.|
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